I always betrayed disloyalty for honor,
Always strived to be faithful,
Didnt know i was faithful to those who would betray,
Who am i to judge, having betrayed myself for others
There was no contract for guarantees for return of investment
Investment of time and emotion
All in the name of trust faithfully
How could it be prevented , as thats better than cure,
What is the remedy
Could it be avoided
Ofcourse it has made me stronger,
Made me wiser
Could it be kharma of the feeling of the broken promises
I hope my faith in loyalty does not suffer diminishing returns
No that i fear independence , a loner
Sometimes there is strength in numbers,
And the weakest link is the consequence of the chain of command,
Instinct of alfa dominance
Piquant by confidence of pride

Hear the heat these words hit ,
Knockout ignorance
Aim was not verbal nor emotional nor mental abuse,
Just renaissance
Trying to open thy mind,
Key to sloth is comfortability  
Have alot of belief in the creator,
And second chances
Yet  reluctant to give any chances,
Thinking its all advances for  desires
Then its not like  distrust ,
But just cant trust ,
Thats the issues, arising many other
Cant take chances to and fro trust
Thats the crust of this crux
Move past the past coz its in the past,
And appreciate with anticipation the gift of the present to-day, even at night
So that  future be better brighter than the last previous
Its not that  are not a creative that  cant visualise words,
Just prefer to entertain own visions of self  envisage,
Creating an image, a metaverse pictured in  hindsight, medulla stored
Seeing believing,
Yet  dont trust  to see actions,
And actions seen,
Is there difference between the two,
(As) / (Like) me and you, us and we
Between trust and belief
Its tough when its rough but the roughness creates toughness
Its dandy-rough like dandruff on thy head and thy shoulders
As i told last lifetime, i will tell in the next lifetime,love
There are many Davids out there, so i dont need to be acting like Goliath, joking around

Tis what tell thyself when mirroring
thoughts with actions
A marriage of mirage

(Attempt to hit two birds with one hank,
It takes one shot to shoot the shot)

A mental reflection of on manifestation

I would like to utter whats utmost  important,
Most interestingly its the least interesting
Non the least its important

Unity
Within and without

We used to be Adam and Eve
(Under an apple tree)
Now im just Isaac Newton
(With the pull of gravity alone)

You were the first meal i had when i woke up,
Not that you were the apple of my eye
Its the most important meal of the day
Fast is not how we moved until day- break
And was health too
Not coz of the exercises
But the apples and pears, bananas and watermelon
You were the kind type but your patience was (burning paper) slowly burning out like typek
You dont like the shade of my apple tree no more
I dont mean to compare apples and oranges but its like rotten peach, overripe

Your feeling used to levitate me,
The knowledge of you feels like burden(biden) weighing on me

With all this data in the clouds,
Its Raining data,
Its somewhat good, somewhat bad
With this wifi coverage

Which is which,
And if you dont know,
Which is which,
Dont go on a which hunt
(Witches witch,
And if you dont know,
Witches witch,
Dont go on a witch hunt)