i feel like i'm still holding so much back
i'm sorry, i'm still too scared to get attached

Oh my sweet demon how I adore you so
We have ridden together many years
Your whispers comfort me when I’m low
You create and extinguish all my fears

You bring me the anxiety that’s grown closely
To my racing heart and dark mind
You bring me the shadows I love so dearly
Why do you have to be so sweet and kind?

I have grown up with you by my side
At first my enemy now ...  best friend
My heart is dark from where you reside
Leave! I ask, but this rule you will not bend

My sweet demon you are in my head
Taunting me and speaking sweet terrors
I cannot **** you for you sleep in my bed
You live in me because of all my errors

Demon, you bring familiarity in the night
The shadows that follow us I know too well
They are our friends too, of that I’m right
Spinning me forever, a never ending carousel

These tears have built more towers
Than your hands ever could

It brings tears to my eyes
That you love the words of a broken heart so
So much

My favorite season is autumn
It is a time where the old fades into the new
Cycles are ended and cycles prepare to begin

The weather is cool but not freezing
The sky isn't as bright, instead it is full of clouds
The stars always seem brighter in autumn

Especially when they are reflecting off your eyes

I wonder what your favorite song is
Which melody is the one that gets stuck in your head
The one louder than the rest?
Can it drown out all of the white noise
Does it really make you that happy?
I hope one day I can be like your favorite song

The one tune you can't erase