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54 · Aug 24
Made my Day
ok okay Aug 24
Your words allure in the depth of night
From my phone you are my light
Winter came and brought the cold
But suddenly my heart feels warm
Worries and troubles slip away
These night talks have made my day
53 · Feb 2020
Lover, lover
ok okay Feb 2020
I love her
I really love him
And they are in love with me
I'm in love with nobody
And nobody is in love with me
They are a loner
I'm a loner
They are always alone with me
We watch sad movies
And do nothing
And do not talk for weeks
I once told her
I once told him
My mind is numb from the dreams
Lover, lover
Do you hear me
Are you still imaginary?
53 · Aug 18
Missing
ok okay Aug 18
It's so easy to understand others
Yet when I look in the mirror
I see an empty picture
49 · Sep 2
1:21 am
ok okay Sep 2
Darkness has permeated my space
I wish to be an astronaut
And leave this empty place
There is nothing here but echoes
One day my mind might leave without a trace

Lying alone in my bed
A dream away from peace
I see nothing
And feel less
I wonder what life means

I think it is time for change
Maybe when my blinds are open
There will be a sunny day
47 · Feb 2020
Maybe Its Time
ok okay Feb 2020
It's sad to think about
The times we had
Good and bad
The happiest hurt the worst
Because I know that they have to move on
Its sad because I know that they haven't
And I haven't either
It's sad
Its 3:47 am and my only light is a monitor
It illuminates the hair that meets my eyes
I stop to think sometimes
Maybe I should sleep
But I swear this light speaks to me
It's sad
These thoughts don't get any easier
I thought it was just a phase
But apparently that's not how the brain works
It's sad
Every time I feel positive
I always see the other side
Because I can never be too happy
Or I would have too far to fall
It's sad
Life
Death
Everything in between
Maybe its time to dream
45 · Aug 27
Falling Alone
ok okay Aug 27
Why is falling so easy
My words must be too much to take
I feel like nothing matters
Until someone utters my name
Love is so easy
Maybe it's fake
All around me is chaos
It is so hard to change
Time waits for no one
Yet I wait for fate
Why is falling so easy
Life is too much to take
45 · Sep 24
Ghost
ok okay Sep 24
I am a ghost
A shadow without a host
Silence echoes in this room
A lone reflection shows my frame
What it lacks in colour
Is succumbed by nightfall

I wonder if you can see ghosts
Maybe you see right through them
44 · Oct 15
Paradox
ok okay Oct 15
His head was empty
Yet filled with doubt
He was a paradox
Trapped beneath the clouds
41 · Sep 23
Close
ok okay Sep 23
Life can be truly terrible
But beautiful too
Last night the sky was teary
And lost was the moon
Yet I felt you closer
As you tapped on my roof
The sky is crying w me
40 · Sep 10
Finding Peace
ok okay Sep 10
silence lay beneath the stars
A lone puddle looked back at me with deceiving eyes
Who am I?
My shadow never shows at night
A part of me lost
Longing
I wonder
As I look up towards the stars
I speak
'Take me away
The silence is becoming too loud'
36 · Jan 2020
Flip a Coin
ok okay Jan 2020
It slows
The pain
But it never goes away
Innocence fades when you are alone for the day
I never wanted to be anything
Nevertheless I am here
Listening to music
Typing words on a screen
What will I write next
A poem about my dreams?
No that would be too easy
Because although the words might flow
It would mean nothing to me
What do I need?
A question that seems so far out of reach
Maybe a new pair of shoes
Or a new loving heart

I will flip a coin
Heads for some shoes
Tails for a heart
Lets see what I get      

**
  X You have X
          X everything   X        
  X  you need X
**
34 · Oct 2
Take Me There
ok okay Oct 2
Swerving by the stars
Moonlight in my eyes
Could you take me to infinity?
I just lost my mind
Darkness all around me
But these diamonds shining bright

Could you take me to infinity?
Together we could lose our minds
:)
27 · Nov 6
Free
ok okay Nov 6
A lonely sight with you not here
I turned off my phone
And ran away
I cried for hours
It rained for days
The sun came out
A friendly face
She dried my tears
Her rays I embraced
The moon soon beckoned
He and I relate
We talked and watched the stars
My mind wandered forever far

Maybe this is life
Away from it all
But in tune with the world
I am not lonely
Nor am I alone
Finally I am free
Healing is tough
27 · Oct 28
Bee with me
ok okay Oct 28
Silence echoes
Fallen leaves
I miss the happy buzzy bees
It is actually spring here, YAY

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