It slows
The pain
But it never goes away
Innocence fades when you are alone for the day
I never wanted to be anything
Nevertheless I am here
Listening to music
Typing words on a screen
What will I write next
A poem about my dreams?
No that would be too easy
Because although the words might flow
It would mean nothing to me
What do I need?
A question that seems so far out of reach
Maybe a new pair of shoes
Or a new loving heart

I will flip a coin
Heads for some shoes
Tails for a heart
Lets see what I get      

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  X You have X
          X everything   X        
  X  you need X
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