ok okay

ok okay Mar 2020

Lost

Somewhere down a river
Past the land that no one walks
Lies nothing but a mossy meadow
And a man who's clearly lost
Silence puts his mind at ease
Flowers make him grow a smile
Peaceful
But scary
This place makes him wary
Will this man ever find his way out?

Maybe it wasn't because of its location. Maybe it's all in his head. Lost in his mind and lonely in a crowd.

#lost #beauty #scary #happy

ok okay Mar 2020

It Rains Sometimes

It rains sometimes
So everyone huddles inside
But that is when I love to be outside
Because it is only me and the touch of an old friend
I can SCREAM
I can cry...
And just like rain
The tears dry
But all good things must come to an end
Out comes the sun
Out comes the smiles
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh **** me

ok okay Mar 2020

Buried in the Subconscious

These words don't always come
Sometimes they don't even appear
But they are there
Buried in the subconscious
Color is easy to write about

'Roses are pretty
And violets are blue
The stars look lovely too'

But what is fading is ignored
Death is sad
And wilted roses turn grey
Soon enough they will be thrown away
Just like everything else
We will all be discarded
These words
These thoughts
Which are buried so deep
Will be taken to our grave

#words #subconscious #death #life #thoughts

ok okay Feb 2020

Maybe Its Time

It's sad to think about
The times we had
Good and bad
The happiest hurt the worst
Because I know that they have to move on
Its sad because I know that they haven't
And I haven't either
It's sad
Its 3:47 am and my only light is a monitor
It illuminates the hair that meets my eyes
I stop to think sometimes
Maybe I should sleep
But I swear this light speaks to me
It's sad
These thoughts don't get any easier
I thought it was just a phase
But apparently that's not how the brain works
It's sad
Every time I feel positive
I always see the other side
Because I can never be too happy
Or I would have too far to fall
It's sad
Life
Death
Everything in between
Maybe its time to dream

#time #life #death #change #light #sad

ok okay Feb 2020

Leaf

Leaves will fall inevitably
You might as well say hi to them before you have fallen too

blah blah blah people man, i aint good with them.

#leaf #leaves #inevitable #life

ok okay Feb 2020

Autumn Blue

Your heart was never made for two
I thought as I stared at the autumn blue

King Krule lyric 'Your heart was never what I once knew'. I decided to change it.

ok okay Feb 2020

Lover, lover

I love her
I really love him
And they are in love with me
I'm in love with nobody
And nobody is in love with me
They are a loner
I'm a loner
They are always alone with me
We watch sad movies
And do nothing
And do not talk for weeks
I once told her
I once told him
My mind is numb from the dreams
Lover, lover
Do you hear me
Are you still imaginary?