You made me punch a wall
I’ve never done that before
You make me whole
I’ve never had a stable home
You make me wanna fight
I’ve never liked arguments
You make me mad
And I hate you for it
You infuriate me
I shake when I think of it
You
I can’t even explain
I love you so **** much
I hate it all the same
You stop my anxiety
Yet you cause my attacks
You lifted my depression
Yet make me so low
I can’t breathe without you
I can’t breathe when your here
I’ve run out of air
But I’m surrounded by trees
I can’t see the stars but I’m living in the night
A nocturnal love
A trippy tale
Inhale the high
‘Until the end of time’
‘Until the universe dies’
‘Until every atoms passed its time’
Was I not supposed to say?
How you make my heart hurt
How you make my soul scream
How when we’re lay together like that
You fuel my everything
‘ I push you cause I wanna see you go far ‘
So why do I feel like pulling away
I’m wasting away
You came so quickly
And left even faster
But hey maybe I’m just lost in my ways
But maybe I’m scared of love
But maybe my hearts covered in rust
Maybe it’s a different sort of lust

Didn’t realise you were everything I was looking for
Didn’t know that it was you right from the start
Didn’t know someone could ever feel like home
Cause now I’m all alone
And it’s your body that I’m missing
It’s your lips that I’m craving
It’s your smile it’s illuminating
It’s your heart and it’s overwhelming
I’ll never need anymore
But when you show up at my door
Your all I’m living for
A future with you could repair my past
A lifetime with you and that’s all I ask
For me your perfect
My one true desire

I remind myself of a flower.

I constantly grow, getting stronger, much stronger but then my faith and hope withers away. You were my water. I needed you or I felt sick, I dried up and died without you, but my seeds will be planted once again, just to die again.

It’s not just the song that kills me, it’s the way I listened to the lyrics while talking to you.

It’s not just the song that kills me, it’s the way I smiled when I heard it. When I heard it my brain turned those lyrics into your beautiful face.

It’s not just the song that kills me, it’s the way it reminds me of the pain you caused me. The heartbreak, the embarrassment, the pure anger.

It’s not just the song that kills me, it’s you.

Something about you is perfect
Everything about you feels like home
Your light it’s picturesque
Your beauty I confess
I’m absolutely in love
With something about you