I am trapped in a square 4 corners each pointing in different directions my square holds my tears my disappointments my i cants i am trapped as my tears drown me they overcome my square my disappointments taunt me while my i cants continue to define me
My thoughts tucked away in the deepest part of my mind My mouth sewn together by my unspoken thoughts As I open my mouth blood seeps from the stitches that hold my mouth closed I mumble I mumble Praying someone will hear me But the mumbles are my words that no one will ever hear Why can’t you hear me Why can’t they hear me My voice my power striped away by the silencer I mumble I mumble Why can’t you hear me?
I knock on the door You dont let me in Praying you will accept me You chose to Reject Me (Is that love?) Change after change I am still not enough You treat me like a useless puppet You throw me away (is that love?) Daddy daddy Stranger stranger For God has given me to you For thou has “cursed” you I ask for love You give me Pain I ask for your presence You hand me resentment on a silver platter Daddy Daddy Is that love?
Little girl Optimistic in life Lost Little girl Naive as can be to the cruelty of the world Little girl Aspires to be what she is told Little girl Through her eyes she sees Rainbows butterflies and unicorns Little girl No longer little Big girl, all grown up What does she now know Nothing
I watched, as the water tried to kiss the shore As every wave upon the lake, cried, for the lands adornment, And so selfishly, the red clay Pushed the waves away~AGB