i feel your energy surging through me
-
through the veins that keep me breathing
and the scars that keep me fighting
(though i wish they didn't)
through the extremities of my fingers
all the way to my tippy toes
-
your energy is all i need


i feel your smile energise me
-
through your whitened teeth
and your crooked beam
through the timid smile i can't help but create in response
i know with all of my soul
you are far brighter than a thousand suns combined
-
your smile is all i need


i feel your breaths complete me
-
through your oxygen
that circulates through my body
through my detritus that yearns for you
(and just you)
i've come to realise
you've become my only supply
-
your breaths are all i need

Tumultuous waves rock violently
                back and forth
         back and forth
wracking against my Skull
      tugging my mind
       pulling my soul
tempting me to retreat Undertow,
allow the discord to 
              Pull me under

my feet frantically search for 
          Solid Ground
Oh God, nothing
there is     Nothing    but 

            Waves

Chocking me, 
Blocking me
    from shore
my ears are filled, I hear only

                   Fear

Kick, Push, Pull
I Strain to life my head once more

             Look Up, Look Up

I was in the shallow end the whole time

i'm sorry for everyone i have bothered