Rowan S

Rowan S Jan 2019

Ungrateful
Garbled and gassed up gall
Finding flaws for free
I need
To find
Strength
In
The little things

Generally, if I am a more grateful person, mentally I am at peace. When I start finding things to be upset over I typically have little to no gratitude for the good things in my life.

#gratitude #ungrateful #life

Rowan S Jan 2019

(duct tape)

Time
Can't Stop
My Racing Thoughts
About Your Curved Lines
Our Tragic End
My Brain
Clings
So
I'll Rip
Those Sultry Memories
Off My Aching Mind
In The Pursuit
Of My
Peace

#ducttape #visual #thepast

Rowan S Jan 2019

High Coup #10

I'm an idiot
Open my mouth, remove doubt
God f*cking **** it

My foot should really start paying rent to my mouth.

#highcoup #haiku #575 #fool

Rowan S Jan 2019

A Looming Pall

When the smoke hits my eyes
Eyes then close
I left long before I last saw you
And your siren memory calls to me
A beckoning to a reckoning
Of
No closure
Smoke billows and stings
Like the memories of what never happened
Memories of maps you drew
Guiding me to my next destination
But
I forgot where I had been
I regret my lack of sight
Perhaps the smoke was in my eyes
Perhaps
That is why

#smoke #thepast #regret #hindsight #coping

Rowan S Jan 2019

High Coup #9

Being open blows
Blah blah, talking, feelings, blah
Verbal vom session

On the topic of therapy.

#haiku #highcoup #575 #therapy

Rowan S Jan 2019

numb

If there is a thin line
Between love and hate
There must be a thick one as well
And on that uncaring hill
I built my tower for you

#apathy #love #hate