Apologies yet guilty free
I, without warning beforehand
Numbered the atoms in your eyes
Every heartbeat in your life
To which accounts for none
But thinking of you at nights
Like this, tonight.

This by no doubt is unnecessary
A waste, a dump down the bowl
But do take this as a sign
Of my effort unrecognised

DOCTOR SAYS DON'T THINK,
SO I HAVE STOPPED THINKING,
SEE MY EYS ARE CALM, BLINKING !
DOCTOR SAYS KEEP YOU MIND FREE,
SEE, IT'S RAINING , IAM STANDING UNDER A TREE !
DOCTOR SAYS DON'T BE SCARED, DON'T BE TENSE ,
I AM LEARNING TO STAY INSIDE A WELL MARKED FENCE !
DOCTOR SAYS DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING AT ALL,
DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME, GO TO YOUR WORK, PAL !
DOCTOR SAYS YOU MUST  THINK IN A POSITIVE MANNER,
I 'VE STOPPED THINKING, CHECK IT UNDER ANY SCANNER,
DOCTOR SAYS I SHOULD LIVE ALONE, NOT B0ATHAR MY SON,
SORRY DOCTOR, I QUIT AS, WITHOUT HIM, LIVING IS NO FUN !!

Ok
So they say
That you become most
Like the ones you are
Around the most
Is that because
Every time you exhale you lose a
Fragment of your soul
Then everytime you inhale you take in a part of another's
Then your last breath would be the very last fragment of your soul

We cycle
Together

it was like when i saw you i could finally breathe,
and i let go of the breath i was holding in my whole life
my lungs escaping the cages they were trapped inside
like butterflies exploding from my chest

You said you wanted me to grow up, so I did
You wanted me to learn to love, so I did
You begged me to stop being clingy, so I did
You asked me to stop being stubborn, so I did
You asked me to be truthful, so I did
You told me to leave you two alone, so I did
You said I should jump of a bridge, so I did