and right now,
i am so tired of everything
so tired of feeling blues
so tired of being so irrational
so ******* tired of being empty

as i stare at you
i imagine every possibilities when you are next to me
you're hugging me
holding my hand
and we were saying " i love you's " to each other
but you are next to impossible
i count every percentage i may have
to be next to you
and the circumstances total it all

zero

and the saddest part is
we cant have everything

sing my favorite song
as i engulf by your embrace
put my head on your chest
so i will be able to hear your beating
heart screaming my name

im just a gay,
standing in front of the boy i love,
asking him to love her

it so amazing of how you stare at her
your eyes shine like a star in the sky
you can freely hug her
but with me
you glare with great distate
i don't understand
i tried to be kind
i don't know where should i stand in this world
at the middle?
at the end?
or at the beggining?
but surely
this world is not for me

please dance with me
under that starry night
or under the rain

gusto pud nako mafeel ang nafeel sa ubang baye.
kana bang panguyaban ka,
tapos isayaw ka sa laki sa tunga sa mga tawo,
haranahon sa balay, tagaan og bulak, magholding hands sa plaza, kantahan, ignan og pick-up lines, og uban pa.
kanang bang pakiligon ka niya.
gusto nako mafeel kung unsay feeling na naay nagmahal nimo.
pero unsaon man nako?
na ako usa ra man ka pobreng bayot
og maot pagyud
dili man ko usa ka baye
usahay makapangutana ko nganong wala pa man ko himoang baye sa ginoo?
muingon sila na ang yawa daw gahimo sa akoa
pero wala man nako gigusto na maning-ani ko.
manghinaot unta ko na naay mahigugma kanako pero kabalo ko nga wala
*hinaot unta na naa kay ako usa ra ka tawo nga nanginahanglan pud og gugma