i sat and watched her crumble you
to pieces. and you were only amused by
the fact that this meant my world
was falling apart.

you made others numb with the
words you put together in order
to open their minds,
and though you referenced death
you never meant to bring it to life,
in fact your whole purpose
was to cure the others
who felt helpless.

you forever changed my perception
of emotion, and i need you in my life.

i have started a fire that i tend to
chase with gasoline, in effort to put it out.

i have obliterated all in my
path of destruction and can’t seem to
slow down.

eventually you get used to others
being sorry, you get tired of the pity
and would rather them say
nothing at all. all you want is
someone to talk to that relates.