Sometimes I just saturate
In my fossil fuel of hate
Right now the fuel contains a concentration of you
Sometimes I just want jaws lined up to punch right through
But I also hate that I shouldn't be mad at you
You did the same thing I would do
-Even was about to too-
You lied,
I lied
You cheated,
I cheated
-all In that order.-
I told you so many times
Your heart did a crime
You should have remembered to tell the truth so you'd get clocked for less time
I may be a hypocrite for saying some of those things
But you made it clear you'd **** yourself if I didn't do anything
What power has the internet fling?
I didn't have time
Your life on the line,
I cared enough to try.
I didn't want you to die.
And sometimes I felt how hard you cried
The guilt inside,
It pried you away enough to look for a better bride
I still think it's amazing I haven't cried since
Doing everything to my heart and my head to trick and convince
And don't ever forget, I once wished with all my heart you were my Prince

Absurd it is indeed
Brought together by life's tide
Husband and wife pronounced
We sleep entwined,
Yet our dreams disarrayed
Also by diplomacy masked
Our rancour,
We get out of bed four!

Do they
Do they really see
The despair
Of
A broken heart
The torment
The empty hours
The doubt
Yes
The self doubt
The trudge
Of revisiting
For
No reason
Do
They really see it
No
They do not
For sorrow
Is only
Deep
Inside
Never
To been seen
By those eyes
.