The Violin’s azure strings wept softly,
from inside of a mind made cell;
musical echoes lamenting,
a poignant abyss too vast to fill
each and all silenced reverie,
leaving the philosopher’s stone
                                          unthrown

Blue guitar minor chord changes,
bent notes phrasing sharps and flats;
memories ―      gently weeping confirmation
as a repressed flow of soul
pensively leaks out

The spirit's currents eddy
suffused within written verve;
silently purging the soul's fountains ―

                                    musical rivulets swell
                                     quietly overflowing
                              an alchemist’s soul unfurled...


        © harlon rivers ... all rights reserved

We made real love. Hearing her moan and gasp for air as I went deeper into her. Looking down on her face seeing the pleasure of me being inside of her, I then knew it wasn't lust it was love.

Furious tides, black black skies

Water chilled, like my heart

Waves fierce begging demise

Hollowed soul, beckons my blood.

Fire tears guiding my hate and your deepest fear...


Curse you resentment

Shower me with faith

Relieve this demanding desire to bludgeon spirit and hope of the one who keeps me living

Fail me not heart so fueled

Let me surrender this which makes me merciful or set this evil in the stone, so I can transform

Let me be kind or let malevolence reign

Dominance sway no more

Rivers wrath o' sin, utilize my entire being

Or strike my heart with life, and rid this vengeance so pure

Bring the rays so warm with it's beauty so sweet and incandescent all that is right

Or swallow me whole, and blacken my eyes so all who encounter me have time to flee

Let them destroy me with true affection...

overwhelm me with good intentions

Or shatter every shred of my beauty...

Contort me to my selfish form of desire for pain, drenched in the fear that I bestow

Hummid, disgust, gasping dirt darkened night

O' sun obliging comfort O' generous warmth...

Bless me calm winds.

Take in the light and rid me of sin

Save me...

Condem me...

Do as you will...

Just do it quickly and leave me fulfilled

The wind is blowing tirelessly,
Delicate flowers are falling,
Branches are all shaking vigorously,
And I learn something from them,
No matter how hard the wind may blow,
They only move,
They don't change their shapes and colours,
The flowers may fall but at some point they allow the same wind to blow them into the sky and make them fly.
So I learn that situations shouldn't change who we are,
We only need to adjust our attitudes,
Struggles are there to make you a victor,
Like the flower being made to fly by what brought it down,
You let your struggles elevate you.

I knew you cheated
Found out today
Exactly how and in what way
You disgust me

At her baby's funeral too
Unbelievable
With him
What a sin
Disgusting
Makes me want to spew
Pure unadultared lies
Come out of you

But I knew

I knew in my body and my being
You knew I knew too
Unbelievable

You made it not be true
Made me
Mad
So sad
I knew, I felt it so bad

Your eyes they told the story

In shock at a loss
Confused
Bemused
Shouldnt be cause I knew
Saw through your eyes and into
Your lies

Why didn't I listen to my intuition

I realised recently
You were dark
But that dark
Please

Its true,
I am better off
Rid of you

Poison that you rattle round
Without a sound
But it does come out
Oozing out of every pore
You're be feeling it for sure

Bitter sweet
The day is today
It's the grand finale

We have finally parted
Emotionally
**** heartless
Extreme starckness
But no more darkness

The truth will set you free
You should try it maybe

Driving me wild
words running though
Day dreaming
Dreams
flying through my thighs

I want to devour,
brown beautiful eyes
eye to eye
Searching
feeling
the soul behind your eye;
Finding beauty

I want you to hold me,
Kiss me,
devour every inch
eyes
touch
mouth...
caressing slowly

Whisper to me,
describe
wonderful words
nibble on my ear
feel what I feel;
Come with me my dear

Souls combined
Rhythm is devine

I taste you
Flickering like a bird
over a berry
Moaning
Fireworks within
You ride me
I feel you, smooth
beautiful taste...

**** you
*******
******* Immense

I want to
Consume you
Swallow you.
Grabbing all of you.
Push me
to euphoria
out of control
Arched
I let you take me
Higher
into your soul

You give to me
let me know
Noise
Animalistic
Hot
Dripping
*******
Exilerating
Two into one
how you turn me on....

Under your spell,
mesmorised
hypnotised
The deep low monotone
with a cute little giggle,
fascinating mind
free flowing
intriguing,
Aye

I want to understand
swim freely through your mind
And find

New thoughts
Inspiring my mind
opens up
the endless red vibes
Pouring through  
My mind into my thighs

Pure desire
on fire.

You affect me like a vibrant flower
Opening to the sun
Seeing the light and feeling the heat
Touching without touching
Feeling without feeling
Magical
So much beauty is within

Beats playing
Gyrating
Sowing seeds
Oil dripping
Down,
Body's entwined
slowly gliding
Wet silky beautiful.
Rhythm increasing, slowly decreasing
Teasing
Sweet feeling...