Friends we are but more I want

I want to count ever star in your eyes
Hug you longer than forever
Hold your hand through all the tears and fights
Girl you give me butterflies

I want all of you, Yeah the scars too
Becouse I know your soul its pure gold
Your Heart even more valuable than any stone

I  cherish every inch of you even if we get
ugly and old too
The world don't need to know your name
for me to love you this way

There is only one problem you'l never love me the same
because your straight.
But im proud to say I have fallen for my best friend

friend we are and friends we will always stay
But I warn you my love for you will grow everyday
With every breath I take

She’s leaving soon and she’ll take my heart with her
Care for it my dear, for it’s the only one I’ve got
Drunken evenings spent on balconies
Do you think I can fly?
Maybe tonight I’ll take a swan dive
Spread my arms and just soar
“If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, Why, oh why can’t I?”
It’s 2 AM and I’m dreaming of you
Dreaming of what once was
Nightmares, really, is what I guess you would call them
Are you even alive?
This empty bed is just a reminded of all that I’ve lost
All that once was, never was, never will be
Was I dreaming this whole time?
Did I just barely awake?
Were you even real?
Maybe tonight I’ll sleep on the lawn; fall asleep under the stars
Wake up drenched in the morning dew
Maybe tonight I’ll drink myself stupid
Pass out on the kitchen floor
Maybe tonight I’ll actually fall asleep
Maybe I won’t dream anymore

Wave after wave
I am drowning
God I hate you
Pull a gun to the gods head
Shot me back to earth
And drown me in sorrow