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Rowan S Jan 2019
I need to recall
What it felt like to look up
And always see hope
Rowan S Jan 2019
Isolation? Great.
Emotions drive me to ground
Want to yell and curse.
Rowan S Jan 2019
Get out of the way
Self judgement coming through here
Creation blocker
Rowan S Jan 2019
The brown liquor creeps
Into the gray crevices
Rye whiskey, you win
Again, here is an old one. Self medication left me in progressively darker and deeper holes. My life is by no means perfect after almost a year and a half of sobriety;

But at least I don't let my problems masquerade as solutions anymore.
Rowan S Jan 2019
I'm an idiot
Open my mouth, remove doubt
God f*cking **** it
My foot should really start paying rent to my mouth.
Rowan S Jan 2019
Being open blows
Blah blah, talking, feelings, blah
Verbal vom session
On the topic of therapy.
Rowan S Jan 2019
I'll take all the looks
The cold, penetrating stares
I guess you're angry
Rowan S Jan 2019
My fast racing mind
Unbridled zeal for the past
To fix far gone acts
Rowan S Jan 2019
Taking my deep breaths
Inhale, exhale, in a square
Pulse slows, patience comes
Square breathing works wonders for me. Better than only taking deep breaths because it gives me a focus to put on my breathing patterns.
Rowan S Jan 2019
I want to change me
Too bad I'm a piece of sh*t
My brain tells me this
*using asterisks because apparently the "normal settings" won't allow profanity in your feed unless you change it in your settings*
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