I never loved you
You held my hand, called me baby
almost made me feel and do things
but I never loved you
I never said I loved you too
despite you saying it over and over
you gave me a home, presents.... you.
it didn't make me love you.
But you were mean, didn't fear God, or trust me
cared less for what I wanted or preferred.
so I couldn't love you.
Yet, I feel mean, for not loving you.