How could I forget
the morning's sunrise,
the evening's sunsets,
tangled in bed with you?
I always wished that
there was a way
the breath you
breathed in to me,
could be kept forever--
keep me afloat forever.
You gave me life,
a gift I cannot return.
In the June mornings,
the sun burns bright
and calmly wakes me
from dreaming of you.
Whilst the warm nights
are my heart's torment.
Sleepless turning,
unable to watch you sleep.
...
This took time and care and strength to write. Still it is close and yet so far from the perfect description of what it's like. To be so close and yet so far from being happy with the one you truly love.