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Sep 2014 s

Regrets

Sep 2014 s

Pax

Regrets

As I step back, regrets will come stalling, yet I never let it hurdles what’s just ahead.

© Pax

#sadness #memories #past #regrets #reminisce #quotes #recollection

Sep 2014 s

Heaven - Hell

Sep 2014 s

L

Heaven - Hell

"God is love."
Is He?
Because according to God,
the love I feel is a sin.
It's wrong to feel so loved.
Is God love when I write love poems for another woman?
When she holds my hand,
is He love then?
An understanding God accepts all love.
Is God love?

theology makes a muse

**
Leigh

Sep 2014 s

S

Sep 2014 s

L

S

Things I love about you:
your tan skin
the wrinkles next to your eyes when you smile
the green color of your eyes
the way you run
the way you walk
your ****** bag V-necks
every single line on your hands
your laugh
the way you dance
your love for St.Augustine, Florida
your addiction to Minecraft
your love of nature
your faith and trust in God
how easily you make me laugh
the way you stare when you think I don't notice
the way you scream at the spring fair
the way you relax when we ride the Ferris wheel
your obsession with lighting things on fire
the way you style your hair
how loving you are with kids
your need to spray paint EVERYTHING
the way you say my name
the way you hug me
your ability to do back flips
how fearless you are
the way you reach out to others
the way you stand up for your friends
the way you stand up for yourself
the brightness of your smile
the way you can instantly light up a room
the way you seem to draw people to you
your jokes
the way your lips purse when you become angry
how easy you are to forgive
how easily you accept others
the way you act with Buddy
the way you act with Chloe and Possum
the way you speak
how you're always there for me
how close you are to your mom
the way you always ask "Why?"
your love for architecture
your willingness to play dominoes over and over
your loving heart
how much you care for others
how unafraid you are to be yourself
your want to explore new houses
how intelligent you are
the way you never give up on me
the way you constantly persevere
how you don't know how attractive you are
the fact that you took all that time to read what
I've just written
the way you think I don't know you love me.

written over a year ago... just found the paper while cleaning.

Sep 2014 s

Cheating

Sep 2014 s

R

Cheating

I remember the day my dad left.
He didnt just
Cheat
On my mom
He cheated us too.
2 young daughters,
A son that wasn't his but
We thought he cared for.
A beautiful wife,
Loving,
Caring.

I guess that's what happens
When you're truley not
Enough.

I remember when He left. I remember when he came back too. It was a bit later in the year and my sister and I stayed up half the night watching movies, being funny and all. Then we heard a knock at the door. My sister, being the oldest, went and checked while I hid behind a chair. When he came in, I still hid behind the chair, afraid that he was going to leave me again. He did, but the woman he cheated with have been happily together, they have a baby and I'm very close to them. They're wonderful people. I just wish my dad would act different.

Sep 2014 s

Homecoming Dance

Sep 2014 s

R

Homecoming Dance

everyone was dancing
having fun
not caring about
anything.
but i stood still,
scared of the voices,
feeling like i didn't
fit in.

when he bent
down to kiss me,
i pulled back.
i felt bad but....
i just couldn't.

all i do is hurt people
and I'm so sick of it.
i cant even be happy
at my own homecoming
dance.

he told me to have
a good time because
everything gets better.
but they don't,
its only for a little
while that
they do.

i cried and relapsed the other night because i knew this would happen. i just knew.

Sep 2014 s

Disappointment.

Sep 2014 s

R

Disappointment.

I know that when
You see the
Grade I made on
The test you spent your
Time helping me with
You'll be so
*Disappointed.

Sep 2014 s

Jealousy

Sep 2014 s

R

Jealousy

Jealousy is a sad thing to go through.
I can't go see him without feeling
Awkward since I'm not
His student anymore nor
Do I feel like I'm
As special cause
He has others
In my
Place.

I wish I were yours again.
It's a terrible feeling,
Jealousy.

Sep 2014 s

Strap me On!

Sep 2014 s

Antonio

Strap me On!

"Men are accessories and not necessities,"
she proudly remarked with a
delicious smug.

"Well then," I replied.

"You should strap me on
until you've worn me out!"*

;-)

~~~

A clever retort I used with much success many years ago.

#flirting

Sep 2014 s

Day Eight

Sep 2014 s

Antonio

Day Eight

         On
  the
      Eighth
day,
    Amnesia
was
      created.
Because
         dreams
  can
       never
   die.

~~~

Sep 2014 s

Shovel.

Sep 2014 s

Noelle M Eithun

Shovel.

You're a shovel.
Digging a deep hole in my chest.

I can feel my every breath
whirling around with no way out.

Make it stop.

#breathe #deep #lettinggo