I fell in love.
But not with you.
I was in love with the way you made me feel.
It was like I could sprout wings.
From my back and fly away.
I loved you not.
But I could never get back.
The way you made me feel validated
You were ruthless, cruel, and abusive
But you were so patient.
I thought you loved me.
And I thought I loved you too.
I lost my mind.
And it felt like you were the only
One who could find it
That was the day I drowned.
-Kat. J. K.
As a person who struggles with bipolar disorder, I've come to peace with the idea that love isn't great for me. Maybe it will find me in the future.