I need you
more than you'll ever know
& more than I would ever show.
I need the warmth
of your flesh
against mine,
wrapped between
passion stained sheets,
that we silently weave in.
I need that face
that pokes out at me
from beneath,
with that foggy smile
that's greets me like the sun.
I need the way you look at me
like a child looks at the world
for the first time,
wide eyed, and taken.
I need those arms
that hold me
like a broken dove,
carefully caressing
every inch of my pain.
I need the strength that I feel in your love.
The backbone
made of dreams
and plans we've made
that keeps me from being crushed
by the weight of the world
which I so innocently laid on my shoulders.
I need that look in your eye.
The one that kills me,
only to bring me back to life,
and then again to the moon.
I need that smile,
that glowing crescent moon,
that sends me straight to heaven
in a heartbeat.
I need my hands, filled with yours.
I need my heart to be yours.
I need your love to be absorbed,
into my soul through every pore.

Sometimes heartache can make us feel the most alive.

It is painfully beautiful.

To know we can hurt so bad, feel so much, fall so hard and still stand up. 

To feel like your pain can move mountains, erupt volcanoes, and start raging hurricanes of passion and tears within you. 

To care so much about something or someone that you can’t eat or sleep or even breathe when they’re gone.
I think to truly feel the great depths of our love is to feel it when it is absent or lost.

To feel the hollow emptiness it leaves behind.

To stare into an abyss of all that we miss.

There is nothing more raw, more real, more humanizing then the sadness of feeling alone.

And that sadness has it’s own kind of beauty.

A hunting kind of beauty.

dance me into the light of your ruby heart.

for i've never been painted a more beautiful shade of love.

i’ve gone blind to any sight but yours. 

never felt so blissfully undone.

Feeling the breath of life.
Feeling the flight of spirit.
Positivity flows.
Manifesting magic.
Birthing angel wings.
I hear the soul.
I hear the stars.
Tranquility washes over me.
Beauty surrounds me.
This peace of mine.
This peace of mind.
It's so divine.

Intuition knows.
Consciousness grows.
Creativity flows.

if i shall die today

i will have lived a thousand lifetimes of happy bliss

contained within that single passing moment 

of unspoken, unending, beauty.

that moment 

when our eyes first met 

across that ocean of blurred lights and faces 

and i stood there

with my naked soul

heart like a humming bird

suspended in time.

that moment 

when everything fell into place

and simultaneously all fell away

and i stood there

lost in the reality 

of your breathtaking existence.

was i at all born before that day

that moment, that face
that brought life to theses bones

breath to these lungs

words to this paper

and reason to this old and weary soul.

yes if i shall die today

i will have lived a thousand times more 

then any one who has ever died before

for i have danced in your grace 

long enough to know, to not fear fate.

if i shall die today

i will have lived a thousand lifetimes of happy bliss

contained within that single passing moment 

of unspoken, unending, beauty.

that moment 

when our eyes first met 

across that ocean of blurred lights and faces 

and i stood there

with my naked soul

heart like a humming bird

suspended in time.

that moment 

when everything fell into place

and simultaneously all fell away

and i stood there

lost in the reality 

of your breathtaking existence.

was i at all born before that day

that moment, that face
that brought life to theses bones

breath to these lungs

words to this paper

and reason to this old and weary soul.

yes if i shall die today

i will have lived a thousand times more 

then any one who has ever died before

for i have danced in your grace 

long enough to know, to not fear fate.

stay with me
I need your love
I'll wilt and die
without your touch
stay with me
I need your strength
without you near
my heart just aches
stay with me
I need your drive
the one that makes
me come alive
stay with me
I need your heat
without your heart
I'll be off beat
stay with me
I need your moves
no one will get me
like you do
stay with me
I need your cheer
been gone for days
but it feels like years..

This is the glory light
When sore eyes land your sight
And I can see what's ahead
I'll picture you in my bed
With your clothes on the floor
For I want nothing more
Nothing less then your grace
And that smile on your face
When it wakes in the shine
Of the sweet morning time
& I can see in your eyes
That I'm yours and your mine

I am covered in love
Covered in blood
Black and white tounges
Under crimson red suns
Where all stays holy
And all stays bright
And my thoughts alone
Keep me warm at night