Ash: Favorites

Dec 2020 Ash

would you?

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

if the world was caving in and the stars were falling around us,
would you use your dying breath to say you love me.
the way i would mine.

Dec 2020 Ash

dead flowers

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

dead flowers

you cant water dead flowers,
itll only drown them.

relationships are hard. just remember this.

Dec 2020 Ash

not really gone.

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

not really gone.

i can see
feel
touch
sense you.
but youre gone
forever
and ever
gone
and
in the ground.
why can i feel you
talking
breathing
lurking.
youre here
arent you
please
dont hurt me.

Dec 2020 Ash

im sick

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

im sick

i feel sick.
i feel tired, and empty.
i feel my eyes moving in their sockets.
i feel the blood coursing through my veins.
i feel my lungs slowly filling.
i feel me.
i feel every piece of me.
im sick.
and im tired.
i dont want to feel.
why do i feel anyway?

Dec 2020 Ash

...

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

...

for it wasnt you who broke me.
the only fault found is on my own hands.
i broke myself trying to love you, not the other way around. and i do greatly apologize.

Dec 2020 Ash

Accident.

Dec 2020 Ash

kiran goswami

Accident.

Meeting you was an accident,
And
You are the scar
I never want to heal from.

#meeting #accident #heal #scar #quote #love #you

Dec 2020 Ash

Crush

Dec 2020 Ash

jl

Crush

Late night texts
Sleepy eyes
Small smiles
Butterflies

Stolen moments
Held inside
Beating heart
Stupefied

~

Left alone
Tear filled eyes
Chapped lips
Scarred thighs

Empty promises
Cast aside
Broken heart
Terrified

~j.l.

there's a reason why its called a crush

#crush #terrified #hurt #empty #alone #anxiety

Dec 2020 Ash

seeing things

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

seeing things

i thought i saw you standing there, in my room.
but when i turned on my light it was just a chair with a jacket thrown over.

Dec 2020 Ash

Goodbye

Dec 2020 Ash

Ollie

Goodbye

Goodbye to the tears rolling down my cheeks
Goodbye to the bleeding through my sheets
Goodbye to fighting a battle I'll never win.
Goodbye to a world full of sin.
Goodbye to a hopeless night.
Goodbye...I lost my fight.

Yeah idk This just kind of came out of my brain. I hope you guys like it!

#sad

Dec 2020 Ash

<3

Dec 2020 Ash

Parker

<3

i try my best to write my emotions into simple phrases, constructed of beautiful rhymes and rhythms.
but if im being honest my head is full of raging fires and hurricanes.
yet,
the only part that makes sense is my love for you.