i rather be high off pain pills and *** than memories of us that are only that;
memories

s.s

you and i
we felt hopeless
full of regrets and bad choices
but that never stopped me from wanting you
even now
i fall asleep with you in my head
hoping you'll follow
so i can be with you
happy
even if temporary

s.s

everyday
i am learning to love
the imperfections
that litter my body
the same way
we find beauty
in the petals
of dead roses

s.s

drugs may **** you
they may drain
the color from your eyes
but they will never
break your heart
and walk away
still in love

s.s

poets
will make you see heartache in beauty
and love in disaster
they will make you feel
you will stare into a sunset
and feel your heart break
but grin and giggle
at the pouring down rain

s.s

he was hers
she was his
even if they weren't together
they were tied at the heart
waiting for a miracle
or for life to finally cut the tie

only time will tell

s.s

she bit down on her lip
and the taste of blood filled her mouth
yet she didn't mind
because it was the farthest thing from sweet
as he always tasted

s.s