My life is crumbling
I dont know what to do
Sanity is disappearing
Why is this what I go through?

How do I find a way to breathe?
What do I do to survive?
His hate for me, I just can't believe
I'm losing my drive to succed

They say I'm so resilient
They tell me I'm so strong
I'm telling you I've lost my brilliance
Everybody just seems to be wrong

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I'm gone by now!!
I left this note to tell you why
We must be better off without this
I've left it up for my heart to decide.
Do I regret you?
Hell, I wish I never met you.
I'm rid of the days we did absolutely nothing
How can you have No ambition ?
It has long since caused my suffering
No future No reason
Adios, mi amore
I couldn't tell you I was Leavin

d a Y       a n d .     n I g h T  

it  storms.       it shakes.

my e y e s are burning from trying not to cry
my throat in knots from s c r e a m i n g inside
my knees to the floor, my hands are raised

asking the Lord to heal what memories I've saved  
I might have lost it all,
but I will never lose my faith.

weak, I am desperate for Life.
I look within, and begin to see the Light.