My appetite ran away
The other day
I have seen it in awhile

I could never fall in love
With someone like you

Live off the earth
Eat from her bounty
Drink from her *******
Sleep on her skin
Climb up her spine
Drown in her tears
Become lovers of the land
Discover your own stardust
Bleed like a man
Breathe like a child
Cry like an infant
Live
As if this is home.

A cry for someone to help
Help lift the crushing weight
Weight that made it impossible to speak
Speak about how small I felt
Felt like I was a prisoner to you
You only ever held me down

Waiting for you to leave,
I am to polite to ask ,
We have nothing left in common,
But still I fear to tell you the truth

I no longer enjoy your company,
As when we where young,
You are still the same person,
I hardly resemble my self .

I turn to smoke, you turn to your mother,
I stay out late l, you go to bed early,
You look at sweet animal videos,
I look at in home DIY tattos.

You want to talk about deep things,
like how I'm you best friend,
I bite my tongue because ,
I don't want to say the truth.

That I am only your friend because
I am to afraid to say how I feel.

She's got a heavy heart,
a messy soul,
a reckless mind,
& I think it's beautiful
the way she carries herself.