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Simon Oct 2019
Probability isn’t the luck it deserves for wanting desperately to be noticed by any appeals. Generating new focuses never thought possible. If so… Who is the recipient? Who is the lawmaker? Who being the justice department? Goods to making essential markers on productive velocities. Justification is outweighed by department alone. Growing ever scarcer without benefiting attitudes in place. Conjecturing solvent pleasures across many fields. Fields of accessory dependents ensuring a collective term is agreeable. Except, what if probability is outweighed not by something further from its own attitude? What if it can’t benefit itself? In question, becoming misshaped, mispronounced, or misinterpreted. Depending on who’s right, or who’s wrong shouldn’t matter until claims are assured. Propagating across the many fields of accessory dependents. Dependents outweighing the logic one is misshaped by. Demonstrating probabilities mispronouncing sense of terms for oneself. Wrapping up in a crumbled conjecture. Propagating a newer field of already surveyed products. Truth is in the stream that propagates those fields. Accessory moments dependent on gaining tension through the rise of the recipient. That’s the only way probability will ever learn. Hence why it shuts down if it ever involved itself. Itself without its own recipient. Its own justice department. Lawmaker without any dependent ideas would ever appeal to its own logical making, if it’s never dependent on itself. Only flashing the accessory dependent on other influences. Influences going way down the line of certainties without pleasure. Urges relapse. Furthering its own clustered rut! One without mistakes diverging deeper into uncertainties. Taking risks isn’t noticeable. When probability taking risks enough to (blush) down the line of certainties without an aim involved. Scattering their rut from within. But how does it involve probability? It doesn’t. Probability is the representation of how one constant judge itself for pleasure. When pleasurable actions are dependent with a blank impression never sought out. To focused on probability. When probability isn’t fruitful by its own design either. Only way it works. Never looking back in itself. A reflection of tempted attitudes fluttering in a swift, but rigid wind. Wind never tempted by its own sway. If one is to admit what they aren’t even aware of changing. Another shutdown happens! Justifications for probabilities own reckoning depends on other solvents. Solvents who don’t even understand the probabilities of there own life makings. Able to learn what is dependent onto others. Never within themselves directing their starry performance. What happens when things are finally noticeable within probabilities that will exceed probable actions of the force that dictates fates majority complexes? Complexes without variety. Varieties misshaped by mishappenings of trust. Which includes a basic awareness of some factor never hesitating to judge within the core of being itself. A view fate designs in its weapon of probability very well. What is fate up to…? Never can guess when probability shuts down all appliances out of contact with no one but itself left in the dark. Probability is. Everything has just become disowned. Fate exchanging glances with itself for one last second, before rapping up this little diverse expression. Pinpointing its weapon of probability without knowing why that is? Hinting at fate not being the only recipient to follow in its weapons obstructed desires.
Probability without luck is forever undetermined. Having faith in itself, will redeem the actuality of actions placed without words. Luck? Faith? Lots of hints one hasn't fully realized.
anu Sep 2015
The word “perfection” is perfect
That only when it is for you
The moment, I said that this poem is for you
The words that pushed my heart
And rushed for you
Kind and that shows how you mind
Dignity and that shows your sincerity
Caretaker and you who makes us a lawmaker
Loyal and always you are royal
Honest and you are The Best
Teacher and preacher
Forever..
This for my perfect teacher Prof. Shivasankar. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY SIR. This is my last teacher’s day as a student .I thought I should contribute something for my teachers. I think this contribution will give me some self-satisfaction that I have contributed something for all my great teachers. Sir, this is not a flattery but my heartfelt thanks for your greatness..
I drank her in with my lonesome stare
I said,
"Give me that good lovin'
darling it don't take work
to turn on your oven..."
First she feigned indifference
then she sighed with deference
and I coaxed her in like a trout in spring.

Honey I'm looking for the hot button to push
some women will holler,
men like me will shush
cause the hot button just needs the right touch
celebrate good lovin' with me, don't fuss...

Politics are all about the hot button.
Men with the long arms ain't seen nothin'.
Law man bows to the law maker.
Hot button respects your journalistic prayer.

Some men see what some men hide,
but you can keep hiding if the law will abide.
Even when the law man says no-no
lawmaker's got a hearse:
'nother **, 'nother **...

Hot button's the only thing you'll see in print.
What your momma's momma says is what will glint.
The bird is the word, I'll say in vain,
but top dollar pays what's at the nose of the vane.

I've wanted to push the hot button all night long
classic poems galore, but mine are all wrong.
I guess I'll go back to where I was born,
chew a dog bone, scraps, with my baby teeth worn.

In the junkyard, I see yesterday's hot buttons
emaciated bells and whistles just struttin'
They've lost their minds and luster, no thanks
I'm like,
"These are the gals you see walking the planks."
Every day more hot buttons walk in line,
heaven is just a misery for these topics of history
but I polish them with chrome
I get desperate, what can I say.
I'll never leave a hot button to rot with dismay.

Just give me another hour, good lovin' can dream.
I'll bring a hot button to you, good Lord! It'll gleam.
So, I just wanted to write for the sake of writing.
I have a theme running through this, of course, from the title to the last line, but I also just wanted to write since it's been a while.

This poem doesn't have a consistent rhythm and I partly didn't mean for that to happen, but I also needed it to be this way because of the conversational tone of the piece.

In the end, it's its own little romp through resentment and frustration over my life firstly, but also the life we all share: the sorry state of the world.

As always, enjoy!

DEW
Wk kortas Dec 2016
If you put the question to, say, one Ben Haramed,
He would, as befits a wily old desert jackal,
Find such notions of faith and fidelity quite amusing--

(Following stars in search of something ephermal,
With no fixed exchange rate?
Will these specks of light find you shelter
Among throngs of shepherds and sundry fools?
Will your mewling, puking infant provide you succor in that cold city
Where no one makes time for you, save the pickpockets or strumpets,
Each of whom would pawn your drum
For a dram or string of brightly-colored beads?
)

And, indeed, if you happened upon a certain wise and well-off trio
Ensconced comfortably in their lodgings several streets distant
From the temporary residence of the object of their pilgrimage
(It is only fit that we pay obeisance,
But to actually stay in such a place, well...
)
They would certainly forswear any notion
Of the primacy of the gold piece and the blade
But if you caught them in a more comfortable, unguarded moment
You may able to infer quite correctly that,
While they would express themselves more elegantly
Than some rude wilderness bandit,
You could no more expect them
To exchange their coin of the realm for philosophy
Than you would expect the fold and kine
To keep perfect four-four time.

And yet we believe, in spite of the first-hand knowledge
That the descendants of Balthasar and Melchior can elbow their way
Past whomever they choose, and be greeted, all smiles,
By the bank manager, the lawmaker, the chairman of the board
That our works and our constancy
Shall be recompensed at a sound rate of return
(How could it be otherwise, for didn’t Our Story Teller herself,
Through stiffness of upper lip and fealty
To all things bright and beautiful,
Weather the Blitz as beautiful, as inspirational,
As a cross-Channel Joan of Arc?)
If only we are as steadfast as the chant of the Dies Irae,
As unwavering as the straightforward beat of a single drum
Which follows the procession down the main thoroughfare
As we make our final homecoming.
Mother was the lawmaker
the love giver
She
took our pains away
from the childhood ills
and hurts
of yesterday.

She Provided for and brooded over,
soft and stern in equal turn
no favourites there.

We were her children
Her pride and joy
Her girl
Her boys

Then we grew
flew the nest as
grown ups do,
but Mother knew
that we'd be there at
the closing of her day.
James Daniel Feb 2023
Desire went walking down the street
Open sandals around bare feet


The chains and bolts snapped and buckled
Ropes tore exploding tiny explosions
The lawmaker looked on keenly
Invoking words of power that stood fixed into the cold stone


Desire moved with a steady intent
Like the sun rising under the sea


I want to kiss you inside of your mind
On this happening of you and I


We all watched, taking into account the circumstance
Thought of the children of tomorrow
The way we came and what it made


Taboo and touch
Gathered invisible words and sounds
Making themselves heard
Desire would come to stay
The bed was already made


I want to kiss you inside of your mind
On this happening of you and I
Toothache Oct 2021
I feel as though a part of me is missing, leaving, fleeting, one foot out the door.
I once had a certain piece that isn't with me anymore.
I'm half a man I'm half alive.
Something broke and drifted down the river. Leaving me desolate. Silently abandoning me as so I never noticed something was missing. Floating in some other place, perhaps deep in the cosmos. Left my half of my mind alone in my head. Leaving the air just a little bit quieter and my thoughts just a little deficient.

I feel as though there is someone in here with me.
Who sounds just like me but thinks differently.
Something that whispers and prowls and hangs around corners breathing loudly.
Something evil.
Something that scares me in the tongue of hopeless addicts, tortured filthy and alone, making two wrongs a right and gazing upon devastatingly desolate landscaped and calling them home.

I feel as though I'm fighting.
That each step I make is a struggle to find direction.
And each thought I have is subjective to my own mind. To my mood. To who happens to be visiting on that day. To who happens to be talking for me in that minute.
I could write one memoir today and another tomorrow.

I feel as though I'm an abstract construct.
With little grounding or meaning.
As though the world is moving through me, instead of me moving through it.
As though I were a pedestrian on my own roads, and not the lawmaker of my own city.

I feel as though I'm unfit to access human connection, as there is no human inside me to connect with. As though I'm joining wires in a control room with the electricity cut.
As though I'm watching a visitor enter an empty house across the street, instead of my own, after I directed them to it.

I feel as though my mind is full but my body desolate, uninhabitable, rent too high.
Empty rooms like hosts for phantom tenants who I care for quietly in the night and never eat with.
There isn't enough room but there's far too much.
Even those closest to me, that pass through the halls can't make this house feel like a home.
And these empty walls are hungry, starving, searching for anything to fill the space.

I feel as though my life drags itself along by its toes, and I lose my hearing more and more each day.
Its as though everything I understood has become a mixed metaphor and moved parking spots while I was in the store.
It's eroding and destroying me in a way only the spiteful can destroy.

I am the villain I am the protagonist but it is not my book, yet I study the passages like holy writ.
I am a lost follower of an obscure religion to which there is no meaning, and I don't know the author, nor do I trust them to write the scripture.
And I feel as though I'm holding on for dear life as the plot progresses, and I although my only bible is my body and mind, I find myself praying to the ever absent god of my universe.

The unknown forces deep inside the circuitry of a mind,
of vivid dreams in made up lands,
The entropic subconscious that holds the power to create and destroy yet with no motive or goal.
Stardust.
Black holes.
Time never ending
no conclusion no resolve
The very essence of birth and decay.
All I know is I am not the one in control.
But there is no one else here.
So what is?
Toothache Apr 2021
I feel as though a part of me is missing, leaving, fleeting, one foot out the door.
I once had a certain piece that isn't with me anymore.
I'm half a man I'm half alive.
Something broke and drifted down the river. Leaving me desolate. Silently abandoning me as so I never noticed something was missing. Floating in some other place. Left my half of my mind alone. Leaving the air just a little bit quieter and my thoughts just a little deficient.

I feel as though there is someone in here with me.
Who sounds just like me but thinks differently.
Something that screeches and prowls and hangs around corners breathing loudly.
Something evil.
Something that scares me in the tongue of hopeless addicts, tortured abused and *****, making two wrongs a right and gazing upon devastatingly desolate landscaped and calling them home.

I feel as though I'm fighting.
That each step I make is a struggle to find direction.
And each thought I have is subjective to my own mind. To my mood. To who happens to be visiting on that day. To who happens to be talking for me in that minute.
I could write one memoir today and another tomorrow.

I feel as though I'm an abstract construct.
With little grounding or meaning.
As though the world is moving through me, instead of me moving through it.
As though I were a pedestrian on my own roads, and not the lawmaker of my own city.

I feel as though I'm unfit to access interpersonal connection, as there is no accessable person to truly connect them with. As though I'm joining wires in a control room with the electricity cut.
As though I'm watching a visitor enter an empty house across the street, instead of my own, after I pointed them to it.

I feel as though my mind is full but my body empty, uninhabitable, rent too high.
Empty rooms like hosts for tenants who I care for quietly in the night and never eat with.
They all want to leave and my service is shoddy and confusing.
There isn't enough room but there's far too much.
I feel as though even those closest too me can't fill me up.
As though I'm searching for someone, something, that will.

I feel as though my life drags itself along by its toes, and I lose my hearing more and more each day. Its as though everything I understood has become a mixed metaphor and moved seats and it's eroding and destroying me in a way only the spiteful can destroy.
I am the villain I am the protagonist but it is not my book and I don't know the author, nevermind trust them.
And I feel as though I'm holding on for deer life as the plot progresses, and I feel as though I don't like where it's going.

— The End —