i've been listening to signals
of being so,
so, so,
so...
better educated...
while also...
having to resort to asking:
so...
so...
who's going to butcher
the cows going into
the slaughterhouse:
moaning slabs of
"syllables"
of vowels with no
knowledge of consonants?!
who?!
who?!
pristine what?
i said:
by the saint and by
the clandestine
suitor's cover...
me...
listening to rihanna's
disturbia?
did i just *******
a *****,
did i just...
do the funny ***** lips
with an ****...
no...
i just listened to
a song...
there's a...
*******... limit for citing
the mea culpa...
your fault,
my fault...
and then Pontius Pilate
walks in...
'**** all of this **** out,
i'm ready, bargain,
punching-bag exclusive
take, on,
what...'
catching up contra
the 1960s...
watch me...
disillusioned by the beatnik
poets....
does it matter?
no no...
i try to heave the heavy sight
of a sigh...
we, again, on repeat...
better learn some Sanskrit
to escape...
or learn to brovado
through with some curry
recipes...
like:
who is to conquer Siberia...
little people learning to play
chess...
big people learned
to conquer the Raj and teach
us to play the "sport"
of, cricket...
only recently,
news,
the ski jumper, Finn,
Nykänen died....
yeah... modern standards,
aged 55, he, "died"...
ooh, please 'elp,
'elp 'elp!
i have an ambrosia branch
sticking out of my eye,
ouch ouch,
comic strip Asterix, ouch ouch...
hey presto!
the elgin marbles!
the animal was never going
to moan out...
slabs of syllables,
for syllables you'd need
both vowels, and consonants...
but a cow being towed
into a slaughterhouse?
i'm guessing...
dostoevsky walking
the nevsky prospekt doesn't cut it...
it's like...
vowel... intimidating
a consonant to show &
subsequently to attach itself
to...
there's also the vowel-in-itself
squint...
the jamming sensation
of what could become
the gritted teeth without
a jawline...
the pristine tall couple
talking about his
programming
job somewhere, somewhere
far away...
and the both of them look
taller than the two of me...
stuck in retro...
or whatever remains the gloated
voice of the populace
of the past....
proud term, that term: necromancer...
i can't deviate from the fact,
that my personal library,
is mostly composed
by... dead people...
or as i like to call them...
so much of the written word,
but no epitaph of
"worth" bound to them...
good...
i own books
without epitaphs...
better than "own"
people without a worth of
scribbles to ascribe them
to...
me? real life?
or... this current spew of
real-time "conversation"?
of me, and this agitated blank
canvas?
you, me, or the who's who
of what's to be written?
yes, the cow...
it could not tow into
the slaughterhouse a distinction
of telling apart
the vowel from the consonant...
almost like the english
people...
they attempted to escape
writing in :)
rather than telling me...
š... for: šut up!
the cow being towed
into the slaughterhouse?
the cry of vowels
searching for its apparent
non-existence of consonants!
you know...
that's trauma...
the sort of trauma that locks
you in...
the sort of trauma that says...
thank **** i'm not Syrian,
Iraqi, or Lybian...
i feel... less inclined
to "spread the love" of the trauma...
i've seen one cow being towed
into a slaughterhouse...
i don't feel like
expanding on the topic
with an over-exaggeration
of humans screaming: yelp!
then again, Paris once...
Nabokov filled...
back in circa 2005...
me? go back to Paris?
ha... ha ha!
ah ha ha ha ha ha!
so i'm supposed
to play the infantile game
of counting marbles?!
i'm learning to play the game:
sit on your ***
and pretend to lasso a donkey
to gallop!
oh... i could learn to **** this
thing is transit...
if only i was first given
the basic rubric
of having eaten it,
i.e. man;
bad boy what?!
first idea...
the cow is being towed
into a slaughterhouse
and it has no knowledge
of consonants!
second idea...
und wie isoliert ar sie?