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 Feb 2016 Samuel Hesed
Star Gazer
All the wars that bloomed inside him,
The willingness to fight and survive,
Faded into nothingness,
When she faded into nothingness.
I am afraid for
what he would do if one day
he caught me crying
These ghosts who haunt my house

These memories who haunt my mind

These cold sweats at night, aches, and pains through dreaming.

I scoff at their jangling chains.

I scoff at their unresolved plights.

This is my house, my mind, my life.

Their haunting is unwelcomed.

Their pains are not my concern.

Their disrespect has earned my ire.

I am not so easily scared.

I will not be put out of place.

I shall extinguish these spectres with the fire of my will.

Torch and turned to ash, these ghost shall fade.

Respect the dead who respect death.

All others deserve no courtesy.
Never again.

Too many times our paths have crossed, and no good has come of it.

Never again.

Too many wasted night, and wasted days,spent in arms and lips,wrapped in glares and under sheets.

Never again.

Too many times I’ve kept you close to my heart, poured your love/poison, inside of me.

Never, never,never again.

Will I let you slur my words, blur my vision, ******* my limbs, numb me…

It hurts.

How much…of a liar…I am.

“Come here darling,never again, will I let you go.”
She ate them by the handfuls.

Devours them without hesitation.

Sweet fruit, crimson coated lips.

Nourished desires, sated lust.

Her tongue lashed out, looking for my reply.

Quaking with anticipation, I lunged, a took hold of her.

Engaged in this mighty feast.

Devoured by her wants.

Ignoring my needs.

Enveloped by these strawberries.

Engulfed by these kisses.

I am consumed by her handfuls.

I am gone.

So sweet.

So savored.

So satisfied.
Life is uncomfortable.
So, your comfort-zone is invalid.
It does not exist.
It cannot defend you.
It cannot hide you.
It cannot shelter you.
Life is uncomfortable.
So get tough.
Become capable.
Become skillful.
Become determined.
Become fearless.
Life is uncomfortable.
So, eat, sleep, and make love.
Run, dance, and sing.
Dream of tomorrow.
Live for today.
Learn from yesterday.
Life is uncomfortable.
That is a fact.
But you are malleable.
You can change.
You can evolve.
You can make Life, what you want.
 Feb 2016 Samuel Hesed
mb
My blood has calcified.
I can't recall when, but you don't notice the saglines.
Until it's too late.
The pulse no longer pops at appropriate times.
You can't trace my bloodlines.
Somewhere along the way I was drip dried.
Out the eyes last I recall.
The pain, which I thought would never go away, has left me numb. And dumb. And broke. alone.
And it extends, in troubling ways, to those whose blood still beats and boils.

My blood has calcified.
I no longer feel alive.
I hear a melody in my head,
A song, and poem with an end.
The end is near as I command.
Left to be read by the living soon to be undead.
My poem,
Oh my song leads only to rotting flesh.
As my word are venom to your bread.
There no meaning just the ramblings of a mad person.
I am so mad, so tired, I sometimes seek death.
My heart shows no ache to the blind,
My voice shows no fear to the deaf,
My trust shows none to the shallow.
For my words are not a peace offering.
No, just the shovel.

The shovel for your grave.
Though I won’t dig,
But you will.
I did not undue you, but I began your undoing.
I feel somber today......
 Feb 2016 Samuel Hesed
POSSIBLE
the brilliance of the darkness
served only to annunciate
the loudness of the passing silence

While the pervasiveness of the defeated idea
continues to occur in self-[a.s.s].embly lines
The nano utilizes a scope of micro to flesh out the macro

Simultaneous non-being
duly correlates to the emptiness of the tao’s ***-shaped,quantum hat
Possibility is endless, until you enlist knowledge as your retainer
The origin of all particular things is lost
through the knower being zenly slapped,

I just would have loved to help schroedinger's cat
pur.........
what a *****, he wouldn’t even open the box to check her.

Dear ∞ this is my letter to you while I let her be bound in quite comfortably in lazer-light leather.
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