Awkward silence

Awkward silences
Where i am angry
And your ego is in the way
Silences where we want to talk
But your too proud to say "sorry"
Same bed but we are miles apart
Where i wait for you
To run your fingers through my hair
Like usual i wait for you
To help me fall asleep
But your miles away
Too proud to make the first move
'She'll get over it'
The thought is in your head
Maybe i will
But still it would be nice to see
You care
Waiting in awkward silence

The night has so many secrets
No one notices what is hiding in the shadows
Someone is crying
Someone is hurting
Someone is running
This night conceals it all
Unfamiliar sounds which dont panic us in daylight
Scare to the roots in the dark
Everyone sleeps
But the night is still awake
Theres no friendliness about it
Its black its claustrophobic, scary
Yet there is beauty in the dark
For it holds the moon and the stars
And somewhere out there
Someone sits by the window
Heart broken, alone
And speaks to them like
They are her own
She pours out her heart
She cries out infront of them
She hurts under their light
She doesnt know if anyone listens
But she knows that the dark
Will absorb her tears,
Take in her sobs
And keep her secrets safe
However many she may tell
The dark is beautiful for her
A silent friend
There to wipe it all away

Sand, every small grain
Takes on the shape you want it to
It slips through fingers
Just like the seconds
Slip away from life
Make something big with these grains of sand
And make something bigger from the life given in ur hand
Mould the sand to show your desires
Mould life so you can fulfil those desires
Sand castles arent easy to make
The more your struggle for it
The more beautiful it becomes