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2.4k · Mar 2014
Goodnight
Goodnight and sleep tight,
Don't put up a fight.
Morning will come along with the light,
And you'll drag through until night.

Tonight, tonight,
Tonight is the night,
Raise the pills and end your fight.
Swallow hard and say your last
Goodnight.
The concept of this poem is Depression speaking to it's victim.
1.6k · Mar 2014
Searching
I'm tired of fighting,
I feel like I'm dying,
But this unbearable pain,
It drives me insane.

I'm barely holding on,
I just want it to be gone,
But this suffering won't end,
It is fighting until it wins.

I'm quickly losing hope,
I can hardly cope,
But I push through the day,
Searching for a better way.
596 · Jul 2016
Train Ride
The train rumbles beneath me
As it speeds me through foreign lands,
All blue skies, clean fields, and perfect scenery.

It’s unlike anything I’ve ever seen,
But my eyes are drawn in by something else--
The reflection in my window.

I try to look passed it,
To ignore it and forget it’s there.
But the pale eyes in the reflection steal away my attention.

I see the hollowness of my cheeks,
The paleness of my aged and wrinkled skin,
And the unhappiness settled into my ever-dulling eyes.

After only a few seconds,
I can see the cracks in my life
Showing themselves through my appearance.

And I can’t help but wonder,
As I look at everyone on this train ride,
If they can see it breaking through, too...
505 · Mar 2014
(10w)Breaking Away
Deep slits,
****** bliss.

Tiny pills,
Escaping reality.

Breaking down,
Slipping Away.

Blurry eyes,
Breaking hearts.

Saying goodbye,
Breaking Away.
This was slightly difficult. My words don't really flow either .-.
451 · Jul 2016
How it all Changed
The not-so-little-girl
Sits in the corner
Of her princess themed room,
Curled into a ball
As her swollen eyes
Take in the mess of her room
And the mess of her life.

Her eyes,
Too exhausted of tears,
Peer at how it all changed
When so little
Has seemed to change.

Her parent’s mouths
Used to be for fairy-tales and lullabies,
For goodnight kisses and happy smiles.

Now,
They’re used for harsh words,
For lies and abuse.

Her mind
Used to be for daydreams
And playing hide-&-seek with imaginary friends.

Now,
It’s used for cynicism and overthinking,
For self-hatred and self-harming thoughts.

As the aging girl sits in her room,
Curled into that tight ball
Of fear, sorrow, tears, and self-inflicted pain,
She thinks of how it all changed.
She thinks of how she wants her old life back,
How she wants to love her room again,
How she wants to love her life again.

But her not-so-innocent-mind
Refuses to let her believe in silly dreams.
So instead, she gathers up her heavy soul
From the corner of that room
And releases it from the pain-filled world.
434 · Mar 2014
Sinking Further
Submerging into the terrible depth,
Sinking further into darkness,
Stealing away all that is me,
Sending me to insanity.

Slowly falling,
Striking me down,
Stopping my escape,
Stripping me of humanity.
392 · Dec 2015
Blossom
B** righten others' days.
L ove without restrictions.
O pen up your mind.
S hare your joy with others.
S mile like it will be your last.
O pen your heart.
M ake your life worth living.
Acrostic Poem
375 · Aug 2014
Flicker
The blue moon's glow.
The ocean's calm flow.

Into the cave,
A soul so brave.

Darkness covers the walls.
A quick heart beat stalls.

A flicker of flame,
And the darkness was claimed.
363 · Jul 2016
Underwater
Submerged in freezing waves
Of foam and bubble.
The iciness brushes over my skin,
Raising goosebumps.

Being underwater
Is like being in a new world.
The feel of bubbles teasing my skin
And the weightlessness of my body.

The beautiful array of my hair
Fanning out in every direction.
It would be so alluring
If the water weren’t pouring into my lungs.
350 · Mar 2014
Trust Me
Lullabies on silent nights,
Darkness is all in sight.

Seek a path to be free,
And find a way to be who you want to be.

It's known to be hard,
But it's worth the extra yard.

Knowing that you've won,
Is better than anything, dear one.

One day you shall see.
Please, trust me.
342 · Dec 2015
The Game of True Love
The flowers' petals,
     That shimmer in the sunlight,
          Are plucked carefully
               By children of all ages
                    In order to find true love.
333 · Mar 2014
Winter Pain
Snowy skies
And teary eyes.

Crystallized tears
Wiped to smears.

A silent cry
To the Heavens in the sky.

Back inside she lay,
Ready to pray.

She prays for the day
When everything's okay.
324 · Mar 2014
One Last Howl
A lonely howl
On a windy night.

A gloomy moon
In a starry sky.

One split second
Of a temporary bliss.

One last howl
Before death's kiss.
321 · Dec 2015
September 20th
The hospital room
Is shrouded with fear.
"She's with God now,"
Is all I hear.

I fall to the floor
In a mass of tears.
Screams burn my throat
As everyone nears.

I'm pulled into a seat,
My mind still so unclear.
I won't be able to live without you,
Not even for the rest of this year.
This poem is a narrative of the day my Great Aunt Becky passed away.
306 · Dec 2015
Blossomers
The blossoming trees
Stretch towards the sun lit sky,
Aiming ever so high.
285 · Mar 2014
Your Life
Walk inside,
Hold your breath,
Don't make a noise,
Don't start a fight.

Walk right through,
Into the room,
Don't speak now,
Don't start to talk.

Walk away,
To your room,
Don't cry tonight,
Don't give in.

Your life
Has meaning that is strong
And it's worth holding on.
Please don't leave, it's wrong.
Your life is not to end.
281 · Mar 2014
Wishes (10w)
Hope needs faith,
Wishes need dreams,
And I need you.
272 · Jul 2016
Should Have Known
I should have known.

I should have known
That your “I’m alright”
Spoken from your hospital bed
Wasn’t the truth.

I should have known
That your weakness
While hugging me and talking
Wasn’t from being tired.

I should have known
That my Pastor’s words,
“Becky isn’t doing well,”
Were the easiest way of putting it.

I should have known,
I should have felt it,
Felt it breaking my heart and soul
In the most painful way.

But I was naive,
I let myself play blind,
I should have known,
Yet I still hold the regret heavy on my mind.
248 · Dec 2015
Life's Way
Life's way is a ruthless one,
With many tears to shed,
And heartaches to visit while I'm alone,
Wishing that I was dead.

Scars cover my skin,
Some long, some short, some deep.
Others see it as a sin,
But I see it only as company while I weep.

Loneliness shrouds me every day,
Along with the anxiety and fear,
Breaking me down in every way.
I can only hope the end is near.

People say to treasure our time on Earth,
But how can I, when I find no worth?
243 · Mar 2014
Forget About the Pain
Write away the world,
Blow away the wishes.
Put the pen to the paper,
And forget about the pain.

Sing away the world,
Push away the wishes.
Open your mouth and be free,
And forget about the pain.

Dance away the world,
Kick away the wishes.
Be who you want to be,
And forget about the pain.
229 · Jul 2016
Easy to Forget
It’s easy to forget
When the rush hits you
And spreads throughout you.

It’s easy to forget
When it never really mattered,
When it was all just a game to begin with.

It’s easy to forget
When you’re running away
And never truly face your problems.

It’s easy to forget
Until you come off the high,
Realize your faults,
And fail to run away.

You may think you can
Get high
Act like you don’t care
Or run away

But one day,
All those “easy to forgets”
Become regrets.
All those temporary fixes
Become permanent scars in your past.

— The End —