i wish I could show you
the pictures I took today
on my first hike of spring
they are pretty spring flowers
so fragrant in bloom
lilacs and wildflowers
they tell me, in sweet whispers,
"spring is really, truly, here"
and I feel my winter blues, disappear
I cant say that this heals me
or fills me with joy
but it gives a small tint, of hope
as I watch the birds flitter
from branch to branch
I let my imagination soar.
I climb up to the tippy top of a tree.
and wait. after all is still,
nature resumes.
and I watch. and it gives me
hope.
and faith.
that life will go on.
even when I don't really want it too.
its springtime again. which means my normal, inner darkness occasionally, cracks. and lets in some, mostly unwelcome light.