the remaining moments of my life
where i drown my thoughts beside my shadow
keep me from losing my sanity
like cold and freezing breath in the winter

i gently rub my head on the pillow
while i count up all the bad things that occurred
forever lost to roam the unknown

and though i never truly felt happy
never felt that burning flame of victory
i still thank the nature that sent me here
that created my miserable life

what if what is isn't true
what if I'm not true
       because every path I go always brings me back to you
what if I'm a part of you
       something that got lost years ago, now found
       a lonely person, walking alone, waiting
what if I adore you too much
       adore you, your life, your shame, your kindness
       adore all the little things you do
       things no one understands,
       only you
       and me.