Punish me for the pieces she left behind
Choke me, harder, for all the lies she swore were true
I don't want you to make me feel good
I want it to hurt, there is something so beautiful about the hurting
Pain.
Do not rub my inner thighs, dig your nails into me
Pierce my soul without any hidden meaning
Why? You often ask, why so much pain?
I am pleading to feel, I am demanding to be felt
Drown me or drown in me
Either way
I eat my words and swallow them down, never to be heard
They come back up, alongside my dinner
Raw
I want to be raw, nothing but bones
Empty both