I'm writing it because I'm sad
I'm not writing it for an attention
Even though sometimes I smiled
There's a pain inside, how cool I get
When I'm always a loser in myself
Could there be a solution?
Why am I always like this?
That everything is so bad
And I don't belong here

I was thinking about doing something
Weird, spectacular, but I, myself
B R E A K S  D O W N

They will never know how painful it is
Being ignored in the point of being invincible
It's saddening to know that you have friends
But not being friends
That what makes me vulnerable

What's with my life lately?
I got hit by the reality.