I knew what you showed me was real
That you didn't fake all those sweet gestures
Maybe I acquired the wrong idea
That all those meant something else
Something that may be more than friendship

What you made me feel was surreal
You made me feel like I was exceptional and loved
And I would never forget any of that
Even if it hurts

When I fell, I came crashing down
Expecting you to catch me
Even if I knew that you wouldn't
Because you were the one who pushed me off .~

**-R.B.H

Was it just me?
Who fell for your misleading smile?
Was it just me?
Who gave meaning to your silly style?
Was it just me?
Who thought you are worthwhile?
I guess so.

*-RBH

Remember when I always wanted to talk to you?
But you don't want to.
To bond with you,
But you refused to.

And now that my feelings started to fade,
You're here, convincing me to continue the memories we made.

I hate to break it to you,
But it's the other way around now.
I hope I care as much as I did before.

**-RBH

I always try to look at the brighter side.
But awful things inevitably crosses my mind.~

*-RBH