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 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
A
2:56 AM
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
A
My heart aches at the thought
of what we once were.
Sad
The worst part about sadness
Is it convinces you no one understands your pain
It makes you forget
That sadness is company everybody knows
Very deeply and all too well
Walking down the hallway,
Its my first day,
I feel alienated,
As well as irritated,
I keep moving every year,
Sometimes here, sometimes there.

New friends, new house,
New appearance, new blouse,
New crush, new admirers,
New enemies, new fighters.

But this particular day i can never forget,
For i set my eyes on a particular someone i just met,
As he locked his eyes on me,
I blushed in response looking away ready to flea.
I move a lot. Like after every 1 or 2 years.
He Bet on the alpha bet,
crashed out his presidents in alphabetical order
What a win of Doe
Cashed money with the feds, you know?
Who raced to fast but way to slow?
you bought what you thought he was,
moving from hearts shinny gold, An Open sky
With nothing to buy
but the wind.
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
wordvango
to you my dear. indisolvable sweet , but am
anything near bring a tear and I will be
the moisture down a cheek
the  creek bursting the bank
a pond overcome her banks let loose with
all the forces the nature and passions;
I will break loose, a day will come , my
force will rise over the dams
overcome the days the week
come then might I mightily splash
unstoppable over all earthly forces
the earthen banks the concrete reinforcing  shall be
tiny toys to my passions to forces I cannot keep
dammed no more and I will rise
above and force downstream
there in unending flows what I have kept
what the earth needs to see, what I need to unleash
to writhe to be to let go to see to be to live to scream to flow to fall to break the walls down and come down and to feel unleashed me.
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
lil j
I am still so in love with the person I thought you could be that I forgot to fall in love with who I've become without you.
I was spilling out words and brokenness I didn't even understand
I felt insecure and unsettled in measures that didn't have a way to be explained
And then I met your eyes
And I realized that I never had to be afraid again
You see, I left because I...
I was scared.

Things were flying by fast, I was cold, and it felt like you weren't there.
'Yes I am the one that left, but that does not mean that I don't care.

Things moved so fast, and by things, I mean time, and I could not take the time and rewind, so Time with you was just so rare.
Time, ha..., time is funny like that
We always talked about it.
"Remember" was my thing, and "what if while" was yours.
Then time got serious as did we.
That's when I got scared despite my words said so oppositely.
But I never lied.
I never lied about anything serious, and I mean that so **** seriously.
My only lies were to get more time with you for me to hold.
In your arms, I felt like I hit gold.
I never wanted to let go.
But since I was scared, I did.
I would do anything to let my sorrow show.

I'm sorry for breaking your heart. But I am thanking you allowed me in your arms and fixed mine. I am forever in your debt and with that you can always call me your man.
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