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 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
R
Somewhere in the drug induced haze
I wondered what it is like to feel the
touch of a blade again
and how many times I'd
have to scream "Help Me!"
before I realized nobody was
there to save me from
myself.
My dreams last night were horrible. I think taking sleeping medicine while having a suicidal freak out session is probably one of the worst things to do....note to self, I guess.
They say when you find something that changes your life for the best, keep it
They say when you see a Rainbow in the sky, stop and look for a minute, it doesn't appear everyday
The say when you walk down a road full of dust and it starts to drizzle, for a few minutes don't run, let it wash over you

Many a times I come by souls that make me smile
But you, make me Glow
Souls that help me up, but you, carry me in your arms
Souls that sing songs for me, but you, create the rythmn of it

Beauty can be defined by many adjectives and verbs,
but the Beauty of a soul like you, no human invented letter can explain.

You've taught me to stand on my feet
Taught me that crying is okay, but wiping them off and building a bridge over it is a step
You've taught me that maybe, I may not be there today, but soon enough, with a little effort everyday, I will get to where I want to be.

And each morning, I wake up feeling better than the day before.
Though we have our bad times, its nature of life, you have loved me through it all.
Never gave up on me.

And I,
will forever be grateful, to you. My beloved.

©TheUnspoken
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
Delilah
Prison letter and dreams are the only thing that we have to stay connected in this world
You wrote me and said you have found god and he put you on this right path and alls I can think about is where is god
I keep thinking about the day your set free
The day when I come home from college to see you again
The day when you meet you eleven, five, and two year olds
The day we get to watch a cardinals game together and make mexican food and agree to disagree about everything except the people who are up to no good
Yesterday I dreamt we were in Aunt Amy’s kitchen and you were free and I wanted to hug you but you said it's not time and that's true
You and me sitting at Aunt Amy’s kitchen table it isn't time for that
I wonder what you look like I REALLY DO
'I wonder if we will be the same when you get out
I wonder where i'm going to be when you get out
I often wonder if I’ll ever stop missing you
and I still wonder what three years really feels like because so much happened in three months
I find myself looking at the happy time instead if all the bad
Like the time when I was five and you and Brit took me to the zoo
When told me I could do anything I set my mind to and not to  listen to the negative people because they will never amount to anything close to what I will amount to
When we went with dad to that baseball game in september high sets but it was the best
I want you to know I love you and sometimes the world is an unfair place but in dreams and letter we are set free
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
Monique LV
It’s ridiculous to try
To comprehend whether you tasted
Bitter or sweet in my mouth
All these years.
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
taylor
why??
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
taylor
because baby you're a landslide
because darling you're a forest fire
because you're posion my dear
after all you've done damage i hear..

because starlet you don't shine
because beau you aren't mine
because honey you aren't for me
after all you aren't my cup of tea..

because sweetie i don't need you
because hon you don't complete me
because i don't believe you baby
after all you've lied compeltely..
 Aug 2015 Realeboga M
Priscilla K
There is so much fear in even the simple idea of letting someone get close enough to hear the way you breathe.
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