I will be free, Papa said.
No more tummy growls, Mama said.
I won't be sick often, Papa said.

I can dream, Mama said.
School I can go, Papa said.
Stars I can reach, Mama said.

Land of plenty, Papa said,
Cats have toys, Mama said.
Dogs sleep on beds, Papa said.

Don’t drag my Papa, I begged.
Don’t take my Mama, I cried .
Inside a cage my tears dried.

Walking i am  
the path of crazy times,
Strolling under
fullmoon's brightness,
To escape this
shade of darkness,
All the wrong places
looking for Happiness.

Being alone
always I liked,
These are the times
of a monster COVID,
It is not the Corona
I am so scared,
Getting hurt again
that of I am afraid .

Forgotton I have the
touch of tenderness .
Stomach I search for
feel of butterflies.
Here I go again
looking for warmness.
Only to find
all the broken hearts.

Chasing my dreams, I come from far away land,
Surfing the web looking I was for a friend,
Got somehow lucky and found you in the end.

The oath you took to heal and save lives,
Listen to my heart and tell me how it beats,
I will feel better when you look in my eyes.

Met you once, floating I am in the cloud of joy,
I see you, you are no less than “Helen of Troy”,
May be I am naive, I want to be your boy.

Like to know you better and Listen to your story,
You cure many and help me in my misery,
Healer you become and reach a great glory.

Here I am feeling like a teenage boy,
Clouded by Modelo’s crazy toxic joy,
Crawling bars to clubs a wannabe play boy.

There you are with big shining eyes,
Driving Mercedes, flying black hair,
Exotic perfect legs, glowing creamish skin.

Aren’t you really an electric woman?
Freeze a man with your simple smile?
Skip his beat with your soft little touch?

Aren’t I lucky, found you as my friend,
Surfer I thank, Salsa made me attend,
Longing for time, wish had more to spend!

I am wide awake..
Seeing.. your thorn floor.
Failing.. To dance for your tunes.

I am wide awake..
Staring at bottomless pit.
Crashing dreams.. Fading.

I am wide awake..
Thinking.. Not your superman.
Build your castle on the moon.

I am wide awake.. at midnight.
Stiching.. My broken heart.
Staring at invisible light.