i left all my tears in my bed the other day, i hate when my face scrunches up and i told you i cant think out loud. i saw a cherub on the telephone pole outside my house and they told me i should take a second guess. life is exactly what you see. try not to think so reversely.

wait,
felt lost
counting the time pause
chaos will stop-
rain mourns
sun roars

wait,
till time out

the way you love
says a lot about you

but the way you break
says a lot about where you came from

When society rejects you
Nature will open its wide arms
And let you in

She named me "Joy" so I can bring happiness to her

But I turned out to be the black sheep of the family.

I never wanted to be the reason for her sorrows and cries

But I couldn't even make her smile for once.