Were I able to take a scalpel
to my mind
and hack you out entirely,
believe me when I say,
I would do it in an instant.
I'd let that small sad part of me
that still wants you back
and has a heart,
that skips to see you,
drown in the puddle of blood.
I'm so ready to move on. I'm so tired of missing this terrible person and I can't stand myself and thinking about it anymore.