I will tell you
a secret...

Bury the past...

then you will be
Free...

I've been inside this whirlwind for quite some time
and I know not when will I get to experience the warmth of hugs and kisses again.

Oh how I miss the feeling of serenity!
... and the quietness of still waters
... and the gentle breeze
... and running after butterflies on a calm afternoon.

It seems like
centuries worth of
prayers still
cannot thaw
this metal heart.