You're holding back tears in your eyes
That's when I realized
I made some giant mistakes
Wanting to burn my past sentences and comments at the stake
Aspiring not to be a flake
I'm not going to push anything and see how much you can take
I'm going to erase the lines we put in the sand
Hopefully the rest will understand.

Drinking a beer of Heineken
Feeling bad for the China men
Reminiscing the days of two thousand ten
Telling stories I've heard since I was at that age
You could go on forever, always turning the page
You'd think people would appreciate these kind of days

Apple in my eye
I hope you're not into another guy
Life has made my eyes undry
But I'll be alright
Opinions take flight
This is not a safe time of night
Let's go somewhere safer
Too many scoundrels and vandals active in this spectrum.

My heart is growing baneful
From all those that caused painful
Memories for me
You might need an enquiry
To figure all of this out
I have have German decent, I'm surprised I haven't been called a *****
It's like they upset me to bring out
The Beast I never wanted to unleash
I earn money like a baksheesh
But one day I'll make it big
Not through an Oil rig
But on my own accord
I tangled by my anger
But I'm afraid that I can't cut the cord
Hopefully my kindness won't be covered in swards

You spin me like a carousel
And I've noticed you're a mademoiselle
You can always tug on my lapel
There's no story for me to sell
So those assumptions and suspicions can quell
I should start a bethel
For you and only you
Nobody else is invited
Just me, the VIP
Everyone else is an absentee
You make me feel more at ease
As my heart starts to crease
I can sell my nightmares for lease
So at least they can't be stuck to me
But you're more then welcome to be.

I'm always looking to help
The swimmers caught in kelp
It may seem daunting
To process all these yelps
Calmly and maturely
But it is a challenge I'm willing to accept
Everyone has a strength and underlining depth
Too complex to engulf at first glance
I see how your eyes dance
Leaving me into the state of entrance
Soley platonic but it could be a romantic
You never know with how the future twists and turns
It may make your stomach churn
But you have to adapt
To the changes gracefully and pursue
Until the red becomes blue
Stay busy until there's nothing left to do
You know that's simply impossible
There's underrated beauty in it all
And there's definitely beauty in you
You don't have to believe me at first
Your soul may be experiencing a thirst
Whatever the year is, month or century
Knowing you or not
Don't ever allow yourself to rot
Because you are too pivotal for this place
To be lost
Believe me
I used to want to die
Now I know what life can truly be like
Every minute is worth it.
I watch couples laugh together and feel warm
I see the old ladies gather together after decades of friendship and I gleam
I see a stranger another and my negativity burns at the seam
People constantly feed my dreams
With words I never thought
Would be spoken
It's so ironic
That my most noticed talent
Is spoken word
Because that's what I pay the most attention to.
Always pay attention to what's around you
You may be missing the meaning of everything
If you constantly look at only yourself
Look elsewhere
Trust me, you'll see it.
You're beautiful and wanted, please believe it.
If you have a dream, try to find a way to conceive it
If you're having the worst day, fight through the bereavement
And tack on a smile onto your face
You never know what kind of doors and pathways you can open
May God bless into this life
Or if you don't believe, please let me convince you


That you are truly something.

Every day, I dream
Of copulation with you
You don't notice the feelings that make me move
Simply for you
Despite the sheer infidelity and lack of loyalty
I'll pay my royalties
By only desiring you and you only
You can get my fires started without trying too hard
If only you knew the disruption you create within me
Would you finally see the greatness
Within you.