When the time comes
I'm definitely outtie
I'm not spending any more time miserable
How much time have I wasted being that way?
Years and years
Hiding my deepest fears
But still getting  nowhere
Now I'm inching to greatness
By myself

Excess profanity
When the day delves into endless insanity
Forget therapy!
You got all the worst words in the book here!

Everyone wants to win money at a Casino
But they're really losing more than they gain
Some people can never afford to lose
But yet some of them still go
I don't understand
But I guess its not in my jurisdiction to

I only want to be out of breath
When we're getting intimate
I want to run out of breath
Just for you

Clearing my throat
So I can find new words to throw out
My ammo is running out
They've turned into foam darts
Now I don't want to speak
Not because I'm timid and week
But I have had enough of this mickey mouse crap this week

I'm a man but many people still think my hand has to be held
What a joke that is
An adult is an adult
No matter what
I deserve some respect as one
I can handle my own
Better than you think
How do you know something you've never given the chance to see?
The logic is absent here
But it's still vibrant here
We're repeating old habits
And I'm trying to move forward
Can't do that when nobody let's you
I'm doing my way and that's final
Adjust to it or accept it
Life's been hard, but that's the way it is
I thought you understood that better than me

I've faced my hell
With no help
And I think I deserve a little credit
For still being here
Because I abosrb and preserve
I'm not awaiting my end here
I'm just trying to be the best here
I'm facing my hell
I hope you can wrap your head around that someday