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PeonyInTheEve Nov 2017
I saw a flash of rainbow in your cheek
It liven up the color of your eyes
So beautiful, i could dive straight into it

The falling leaves reminds me of you
Reminds me of the great time
When it was just us
Surrounded by the greatness of love

Every scars i had remind me of you, too
You told me ‘pain was made not only to be healed,
It also made to make you stronger,
So i’ll leave you, painfully
So you could be strong”
-R(10/17)-
PeonyInTheEve Jul 2017
It's not me
                 who choose
    to let you go.


My heart does
R(7/17)
PeonyInTheEve May 2017
She's a girl
Living her life
Day by day
One, two or more of it hard enough for her to live
It let her down, but she survived
When it comes
Tears falling down the soft skin of hers
People's voices echoing inside her head
Telling her to move on and face the truth
Well, move on is not as easy as breathing
But at least she try to face the truth Then, she come home
Back inside the warmth of her blanket
Biting the very last chocolate bar of hers
And a cup of bitter coffee that she hate, it might cause her more problem
Once again hard day comes
It's hard enough for her to live
And once again, she survived
- R(05/17)
PeonyInTheEve Mar 2017
Thank you for letting her feeling something
You let her awake and feel
A feeling of pain
It's much better
Better than feeling nothing and numb

She's grateful you're the one who let her feel something
So in the end of the day
She could forget you without even trying
So she could live her life
Without your shadow in her mind
-R(03/17)
PeonyInTheEve Feb 2017
Once upon a time in a party
This lonely girl met a boy
He was so charming
It was such a beautiful scenery
He came along with his girlfriend
She was beautiful too
But her existence ruin the beauty in my scenery

I don't know him, but i would love to
He's a light so i could be his darkness
You think you won't need it but it makes him shine
So the world could notice his light with me beside him
-R(02/17)
  Jan 2017 PeonyInTheEve
vea vents
I can feel you my sadness;

In the crevices of this spine;

In the clench of this body;

The continual stinging of my eyes.

I can feel you my sadness;

A back, bent forward;

Reluctant to life;

You weep of old memories;

Etched privately in recoil.

I can hear you now my child;

Every tear, every gesture,

Every whisper;

Every silence accumulated in stone.

My enclosed heart —

Know, you remain as memory;

A shadow overlapping each day and night.
It is liberating to realise that I do not need to be happy 100% all of the time, in order to appear well-adjusted, “mature”, or balanced to others. Ironically the very effort to be happy, makes me unhappy. I feel a greater sense of peace in allowing my sadness. Sadness that was once heaviness, dissipates into a lack of tension wherein I can feel deeper aspects of myself.
PeonyInTheEve Jan 2017
I've lived for a million seconds
But there's a second i remember the most
I remember even the smell of the place
It's when your past approached
When our eyes meet again
After once in a blue moon

There are warmth in your eyes
That makes me stay to stare
We didn't say a word but,
That was the longest and sweetest
One second in my life
-R(2017)-
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