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Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
"You are my princess."
, he said to me.
"But one day, there'll be another princess because you'll be the queen."
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
You disappeared so soon.
I knew you were going but I wasn't prepared.
I cried on my knees.
Memories of us flashed in my mind.
You left me a voicemail.
That would've been the last time I heard your voice.
But, now you're here.
You're back with that silly smile.
I run to you and hold you tight.
And I say it now.
I love you.
Don't leave me again.
Can I trust you with that?
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
I smile when I'm happy.
  Most people would.
But,
I also smile when I'm sad.
"Why of all silly things did this happen?"
When I'm embarrassed.
"Oh God, everybody's laughing. Okay, just laugh with them. Haha."
When I'm angry.
"You don't know what's gonna happen to you, *****."
When I feel lonely.
"Where are people when I actually need them?"
When I just don't know what to do in life.
I smile a lot.
So I don't think people could tell.
I'm not one to express something in the right way.
i dont really know   :/

but i frown when im not feeling anything tho...
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
[What do you mean?
I hardly say a word.
Jesus Christ, stop bothering me.
I know!
I know.
I know I'm such a gloomy chum.
I know I hardly look like I'm enjoying.
I know that I'm forcing myself to blend in with people. But,
when I do that, nothing comes out of it.
I'm still the gloomy one you know. Everyone knows.
I never asked my self to be lonely.
I never chose to be.
I wonder too why I'm so quiet.
Like, what the ****, I'm loud in my mind.
Why is the question frequently asked.
So why can't I answer myself?]**

These are the words I want to say, but forget the second they ask "why".
(。・・。)(´・_・`)(;´@へ@`)
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
You *******. I never really understood you. You have to make an argument every single time we talk. I hate it. Stop pushing things that aren't even related. Like, why do I have to go through with your crap? I never really done anything to make you mad. If I did, tell me what it is. 'Cause that will be our way to clear everything. I want to understand. You. You are someone I want to figure out. You don't have a formula or maybe a  riddle I need to solve. But you're just a mystery. A mystery I can be proud of solving. Just get on with it. Let's go our separate ways. What are we supposed to do? We do this all the time, right? Let's both forgive and forget each other. This will all be part of our hidden past. Forget the times we actually smiled at each other. Forget the times we confronted each other. Forget the times we held hands. Forget the times we ignored each other. Forget the times we were in love. "Forget","Each other", that's all I'm saying now. Maybe we weren't in love. We must have thought we're just comfortable with each other. We could've stayed strangers if it weren't for our lonely hearts. I love you, ******* it. No need to wish on a star. I got you. But a star could've helped if I wished  we both knew how to actually love. We just thought of it as a concept.Now we know how it feels. And how much pain we gain through it. Now, what's this? You say you love me too.
Then, we go back square one again.
(*´罒`*)
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
Never mind the world
Never mind my life
I've lost it
I've completely lost my self now
Oh I'll live without a care
I'll live seeing the dark skies
There is no sun dawning tomorrow for me
Welcome to my own misery
Paramount Pawn Nov 2015
To receive love
  it has no cost
But, sadly,
  it can be lost.
The pain of losing someone,
  can even be something,
  has that bitter feeling hanging on.
Hearts come spilling over.
Emptiness is what's left of that spot.
But later, it will get filled.
Because love comes to you
  when you least expect it to.
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