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 Aug 2014 Paige
SunShineIsDead
When do I become
Nothing more than a stalker?
A man who secretly
Reads the poetry
Of his mistress.
His strange lost lover

When do I become
"Obsessed"?
With reading the words
Of this life I have impacted
Reading these words that
Inflict so much feeling in me

When will I stop?
Will I just forget one day?
I have tried removing myself
Saying goodbye to my best poetry
Ever
I can't stop
I love reading your words
The pain and confusion
Sadness and loneliness
Sadly, you write of these topics
Because you lived in them
But among the darkness
I can see a lost soul
Searching for a light
Any light in this dark world
And I say
Keep searching
Keep digging
Keep moving
Your words can move mountains
You are stronger than you believe
I beg of you
Let me wake up
Every morning
And be with you
Through your words
 Aug 2014 Paige
Love
Gay Agenda
 Aug 2014 Paige
Love
I do not have a gay agenda
That consists of me stealing your faith
Crushing your god
And molesting you with my eyes
If you pass me in a crowded hall.

I do not have a gay agenda
That consists of me taking the minds
Of innocent children
And leading then into devil worship.

I do have a gay agenda
That consists of me (a girl)
Finding the perfect girl
To call my wife
And start a family with.

I do have a gay agenda
That consists of me letting love be fluid
Labels have no meaning
Or bounds
And letting religion roam free.

So with my simple gay agenda of love
Why are you so worried?
Are you afraid that my agenda will beat out yours?
After all love trumps all hate
In the end
One way or another.
 Aug 2014 Paige
Megan Grace
why don't I have a real job how can i
be this scared to go back to school i
want to move away but i can't go to
portland like i wanted to because that
was ryan's thing i wonder if he'll still
move there will he take her or will they
break up before then or maybe they'll
get married and stay here because
eyelit is here which means i definitely
need to move away is he going to
propose with a banjo pick like he did
with me or will he get her a real ring
"you put that on the wrong finger" "i'm
not trying to do that yet" "did you hear
that megan he said 'yet'" i miss your
friends and your mom and i can't
stand that i'm not allowed to talk to
them anymore why didn't you pick me
why didn't you pick me why didn't
you pick me god you told me you
loved me you told me you wanted a
farm and kids and a garden why did
you do this to me i loved you so much
i could have filled the ocean with the
contents of my heart that belonged to
you i hate you i hate you i hate
I'm sorry for this.
 Aug 2014 Paige
SunShineIsDead
You once said to me
"I've always wanted a someone who will sit around and smoke *** with me all day"
Yeah, that was us
I was a Trippin Beatles fanatic
And you were my
Miss O-High-O
We sat around talking
About who knows what
Coming to ultimate life changing ideas
That we didn't remember the next day
I frantically showed you the sounds I listened too
And
You showed me what ****** *** really was

So here's to you babe
My one true stoner gal
 Aug 2014 Paige
Carsyn Smith
Today I killed a man.
He was a  good man,  with a  wife  and
three kids waiting for him in a suburban
house  about  half a  mile  from  the city
with two  nice  cars and  a  trained dog.
     I killed that man
just because  he  wanted  his money. The
one-dollar  bills  weren't  enough, so in I
went,  deep into  his   stomach, rupturing
exactly  7  different  veins, one  of  which
was a  main  artery, and  slicing  open his
spleen.  The  good  man might have lived
if he didn't take  the  man’s  hard-earned
phone. Instead,  the good  man  bled out
in a dark alley between  Main Street and
3rd   Avenue.  No  one   heard  his  cries
or  turned   a  head  to   simply  look,  so
he   died  before  any  aid  reached   him.
     I created  a  widow and  three fatherless children
     I created a broken home and a dark, dead place.
I won’t  go  to  jail though, but I will
be confiscated  because  I’m nothing
but the knife inside the thief's pocket.
 Aug 2014 Paige
Amanda
7:01
 Aug 2014 Paige
Amanda
I like 7pm.

Lipstick is faded; it's color has bled through not only the infinite number of words she says,
it is seeped right into all on these lines and creases of her lips.

Hair is undone; wispy little messes out of braids.

Eyes are tired; sleep edging on eyelashes.

And yet he still wanted her *more.
Hey hey hey gorgeous soul!
Sigh. It's been difficult to find time for writing amidst one of my busiest EVER terms.
Take care you, you and you!
xo

Sweets, if you are reading this, thank you for everything. *love heart love heart*
 Aug 2014 Paige
SunShineIsDead
There once was
A fork in my road
And I made the decision
To go the way I did
For better or worse
The choice was made

There once was
A girl in my life
Who was just as strange
As me
And she stood there
At my fork
On my road
And begged
Me

There once was
Freedom in my soul
And I have never quite
Felt as free as I did
On our couch
With her

There once was
Hope
That our magnets
Were strong enough
To endure anything

There once was
You and I
Together
And I spend my days
Thinking what our life
Would be like
Together
 Aug 2014 Paige
Not-So-Superman
When did we grow up?

When did we stop crying,
and start pretending we were okay?
When did our parents
stop asking us what was wrong
if we were silent?
When did the world
with all it's pressure
start telling us that we should be able
to bear it's burdens?
When were we taught
not to cry out when we needed help?
When were we made
to smile and nod
as the ever present necessity to succeed
claws at us with it's poisonous fangs
and gnaws at our already mangled body?

When did we grow up?
 Aug 2014 Paige
circus clown
10w
 Aug 2014 Paige
circus clown
10w
i always want to be talking to you
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