You make me happy and sad all at the same time
The road is where you belong and you'll never be mine
I do get you every now and then
We have lots of fun and you introduce me as your friend
You make up for it at night,
We sleep tangled together and you hold me so tight
I love the way you kiss me and feeling the scratch of your beard
I'm always sad to see you go
But I'm so happy when you're here

the way life used to be
isn't what i miss,
it's each individual moment-
lapsing over and over one another
creating an inconceivable picture
of everything i love,
now lost

up-close in the paved
walkway boneyard

this is where it will begin,
   so bring your questions.
glimpse into the future.
  standing face to face,
one moment you'll never forget.

immerse yourself

fulfill these dreams, without
leaving a single breath.
                          
           breathtaking.

the same old sense of awe is still
of the most complex nature.

I've been away
Long enough to be misled
I went on a journey
Seems like the rest that I've dealt
But this is no diary
That I should've note down as I praised
Through my heart desires
Along with the scars that have stained
Picking up this pieces
Flashing with memories untamed
Did I do the right thing
Or am I self inflicting new pain
To my already wounded feelings
By my own selfish claims

@Maman Screams 2014

Months have I waited
For a particular celebration
Not of getting drunk nor even wasted
Just a quiet simple sweet vacation
Need not have to go far
It could just end up to be here
We could get in a car
Fully automated no gears
This life's is ours
Never was theirs
Now that then I know
Little could I ease my ears
To take a minute from my conscience
Allowing my minds to weight in options
A simple easy minor equations
Could be the one that set my final decision

Inside, a shrinking breathing
With heaves and sighs.
Outside, nothing
Except the slight sting of the eyes.

There is no such thing.