I dream about you,
Even though I dont sleep.

you only wanted me when it was just convenient for you,
why did this cold weather make me feel so much warmer then you ever did

when i looked at you i got butterflies,
but when you said "hey" it was pesticide

I know that I can be selfish and narcissistic and self-destructive, but underneath all that, deep down, I'm a good person.

Your eyes don't seem so bright.
They've lost their shining light.

Your smile,
It was a perfect style.

So elegant and right;
Now it's been pulled tight.

Your face looks gone,
Like when humanity's last breath is drawn.

i'm fueling the fire to keep us warm.
i burn everything to keep you warm.
even my soul

Its easy to pick someone out,
but harder to love them.

I guess it's back to the attic
im so dramatic
its so sad
but the last time i let someone inside
i was buried alive

I know the way I look isnt great.
I know.
We are all different and beautiful.
Do you ever walk into a Forrest and see a 'perfect tree' no? Because they simply dont exist, every tree has its issue. Some lean this way or that, even some have a little bit too much moss, but humans think there beautiful. What about yourself or others.

Do you ever wonder how SpongeBob can soak up all the bad and still make everyone happy around him?

Your skin is a waste of space.
There is no heart in you.

You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving
Why you so surprised?
You're a demon in disguise
These past 2 weeks all I have been doing is
crying.

silly girl, you don't have to love me.
just respect me.

Replace all of the pain
with this Novocain
Reasons we broke up
It is me who we blame
and it drives me insane.  
All of the pain that you have caused
i can not withstand

Don't think of me too often. I don't want you getting sad. Just live well. Just live. I'll be walking beside you every step of the way

It's so cruel to let people love you. All you are doing is promising to break there heart one day.

Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock

Is it weird I dont want you happy?  It's just when I'm happy at the same time... it feels so wrong, just wrong.

why?
why can't you see me?
why can't you see the pain?
why can't you understand?
I know I'm not someone you want me to be.
but why?

Running, running
far away.
Escaping dreams
of yesterday.
Faster, faster
there I go.
Forgetting things
you'll never know.
Dying, dying
deep inside.
Find a place
for me to hide.
Catching, catching
up with me.
No more running
from reality.
Stopping, stopping
let me cry.
Finding a way
to say goodbye.

oh, I'm sinking with the weight of your love.

Im used to being see- through
but it feels so bad when it happens with you.

When you sit on that hill with her just remember
I once was up there too, looking at the stars.
When you look at the stars, so are 2 other people in the world.

I'm sorry, I can't seem to put a smile on your face.
I'm sorry, I can't make you laugh like you used to.
I'm sorry, I don't know how to communicate.
I'm sorry that you are mad at me.
I'm sorry that I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I am sorry, just please look at me the way you used to.
I'm sorry

what can you do?
you can't seem to please people anymore.
especially you.
when you leave, I have a gift for you.
Its a bag of the butterflies you made me feel every day, seeing you smile was the food, your laugh was their oxygen, and now that you left. take them and keep them alive for me, I won't need them for anyone else after you.

If tomorrow brings new hope,
I hope,
It brings you.

all i ever wanted was you.

You mean to me what I never meant to you
So call me a fool

This candy hart is you,
It says 'only you'.
There are no other candy hearts,
and the glue is your love.
You are melting me

We
as in you and me
Were never meant to be.

He wrote her a song, but it never got finished
They both fell in love, but it was soon diminished
She sits on his bed and cries in his lap
He cries back at her, knowing they can't go back.

The rain falls,
so do you.

Not for me,
rather him.

Just take a breathe
and realize,

I'm home.

my mind constantly cluttered with thoughts of us.
what we had, what we wanted.
but you took those thoughts, and made them razor blades.
every time i think of you, i’m cut, i’m cut so deep.
the blood is comforting, it’s warm.
just like your hugs.
the blood is sweet, like the taste of your lips, but it’s also bitter.
so bitter and so sweet just like you, my dear

Loving you was the last thing I felt really good at.

love me.
break me.
tear me.
feel me.
ride with me.
dance with me.
draw with me.
read me.
throw me out.
but please, baby, don't leave me

Hello, best friend, we have done a lot, And lately, I've been seeing someone and I feel as if I'm hurting you in the process and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I am who I am

Remember we were gonna leave this city and make a life for ourselves. We were gonna dance and laugh and buy too many plants and listen to as much live music as possible and prove everyone wrong and kiss and hold hands and fall even more in love everyday. Remember when you promised that.

I don’t know what to tell you. I’m happy for the first time in my life and I’m not gonna feel bad about it. It takes a long time to realise how truly miserable you are and even longer to see it doesn’t have to be that way. Only after you give up everything can you begin to find a way to be happy

I know you, you know, I think too much of you.

To turn the table
But I don't wanna turn to what you are becoming
And I see
All you've done for me

Dear mom,
You point out everything i do wrong.
I have 4 other brothers and yet i'm still the first to be framed.
I am depressed and you know this,  i take medication and I wrote a poem about,  would you like to hear it?  
probably not.
But if you do, hear it is, mom.

Being sober makes me think
My medicine makes me numb
My therapist doesn't know how to help me
My parents make me more depressed
I'm just overwhelmed

I'm sorry you missed the day I came home.
I'm sorry you left my Mum all alone.
I'm sorry you missed the first time I walked.
And I'm sorry you missed the first time I talked.

I'm sorry you missed tucking me in at night.
I'm sorry you missed turning off my light.
I'm sorry you missed me getting my first fright.
And I'm sorry you weren't there to tell me it's alright.

I'm sorry you never really cared,
Never bothered to make a call.
In fact, I'm not sorry in the slightest bit.
I'm not sorry at all.

You should be sorry,
Sorry to me,
And sorry to all of us,
For what you couldn't be.

A Dad is supposed to love,
Protect, worship and care.
A Dad is supposed to do all of this,
But most importantly be there.

But you couldn't provide,
Protect or care.
You couldn't worship.
And you couldn't be there

Because you made the choice
To never try with me.
Sure, you're on and off now,
But it's just too late, you see.

I mean, I get it now.
And although this makes me sad...
You will always be my father.
You'll just never be my Dad

i love the feeling of falling in love with someone. it’s like i have strawberry fields growing in my stomach i don’t know.

you stabbed my back,
it spewed the lies I told

I lie awake at night wondering if you ever feel the same.