Any moment without you by my side
Is a nightmare i cant deny

Your smile
Even if its not for me
Even if the reason for that smile
Isnt me
Still can save me.

Your voice
Even if you are not talking to me
Even if you are not laughing with me
Still can make me
Fall.

Your touch
Even if its not on me
Even if i will never feel it again
Will wake me

Up

From the nightmares
That haunt me
Any moment you are not by my side.

I broke you
I desperately pick all the pieces up
I cut myself
And as i bleed and cry
I try to put you back together.

I question myself after
If I am actually worthy enough
To hold you, a fine piece of china.
Because im scared of breaking
You again.

Because my fingers are not strong enough
For you.

stealing kisses in empty classrooms
leaving the door unlocked,
with my head in your lap, your hand in my hair,
you untangled all of the knots.

you spoke to me about your past regrets
as I traced the veins on your arm,
I spoke to you about my past mistakes
as your fingers traced my palm.

I really don't know where we're headed
but I'll give you all my time,
you have my X's and O's and everything else
you have my heart and mind.

I love you with all I have
and I know you love me too.

"You didn't love her! You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her, because you don't destroy the person that you love!"

you never loved me.

the times will change
the memories will stay the same
I remember you details
the way wet remembers rain
to have you
then to miss you
would drive a grown man insane
felt you in my body
now i need you in my veins
ever since i touched your lips
my view of life will never be the same