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newpoetica Nov 2019

there are only a few love songs,
that encapsulate how my heart longs,
to be in the comforting arms
of the man i love and all his charms.
the way he makes my heart pound
and that same beating, reciprocated sound.
to love someone and feel at peace,
and to know that the feelings don't feel like they will ever cease.
it is a pleasure to interpret and understand,
to feel these emotions when we're hand in hand.
this is my love poem for you,
everything within it, stands true.

um-hem... if this is a bad poem, whoops. i love you, you make me incredibly happy.

#love #romance #him #poetry #you #heart

newpoetica Nov 2019

dear mom

mom, what can i do?
i desperately want to be there for you.
but you bring your lips to the bottle,
and it makes your head spin in full throttle,
you don't want the help from your family,
so someday you'll change your mind for yourself, hopefully.

i haven't written a poem for my mom in a while. addiction *****, and if you're going through it i hope at the very least you try for yourself. because if you don't care about those around you, you should at least care for yourself, well-being, and health.

#alcoholism #addiction #family #love #self #mom

newpoetica Nov 2019

untitled poem two

do you miss me like i miss you?
it's more than just wanting to kiss too
it's your presence
it's your presence that's the greatest of presents
to see the person you miss
takes away all the bad feelings you felt and replaces them with bliss
so, do you miss me like i miss you?

newpoetica Nov 2019

picture this

picture this
growing old with someone you love
that you look across the table every morning and thank the heavens above
picture this
someone who is willing to give up their time
because they like interpreting all your riddles and rhymes
picture this
someone who holds your hand as they drive
someone isn't afraid of being vulnerable and ready to take the dive
picture this
all the hopeless-romantic love songs suddenly mean something
because you've finally found the one who has everything

#love #romance #life #picture #imagine

newpoetica Nov 2019

phone calls

everytime you hang up the phone
i am left very very alone
it's alright to be alone, i was before
but i can't help but feel a deep, aching sore
conversation has never been my strong suit
but i know i have to improve if i want to continue this pursuit
you'll be tired some days and not be able to add
but when neither of us can, i end up being alone and sad

newpoetica Nov 2019

the her before him

she was freezing cold
life without him though, would be so much colder
she was afraid of growing old
but with him, she wouldn't mind getting older
for he was always quite bold
and that passion is making her become someone bolder

I don't know how to feel about this one, I'm not the biggest fan.

newpoetica Nov 2019

resolution to my thoughts (one)

after all the overthinking,
and my heart slowly sinking.
i hope he'll know that i'm trusting him to catch me when i fall,
and that my heart jumps everytime i see his name pop up for a call.
i'm dumb and stupid and still figuring love and relationships out,
but i know he's given me no real reason to doubt.
despite my deep and troubling insecurity,
he never ceases to make me extremely happy.
i want to feel better about myself,
so that i can share the books i've read and keep on my shelf.
at the moment, i'm scared if him not liking the real me
but i hope that soon, I'll be brave enough to let him see.

It only took like an hour of overthinking, but I fixed my insecurity that shouldn't have existed in the first place tonight.